Meliorism - Jake

Prologue

Wiping the tears off my face, I scoffed. Why was I even crying? There was no one to cry for. Not when the only person who matters to me is gone. Squeezing my eyes shut, I grabbed onto the chair's side handles as the airplane landed. It was better this way, I reassured myself. I wouldn't hurt myself or others. 

As I stood up from my seat, people bumped into me from all ways, and someone even knocked me to the ground. I felt suffocated as if I couldn't breathe. Digging my nails into my palms, I got up and forced my way to my parents who didn't even notice that I wasn't there yet. The 4 of us made our way to the baggage belt, where we would get our suitcases. We came late so our stuff was the first to reach. It was raining when we left the airport. Everyone was rushing to find a taxi so all the big ones were gone, so the 4 of us and 5 big suitcases and 4 bags were stuffed into one small taxi.

------------------------ After Getting Ready For The Night ------------------------

I fell onto the bed in mental and physical exhaustion. The flight was right after my school ended and over here the school started in 2 days so we had to leave immediately and had a 14 hr trip. I had no break whatsoever. I tried falling asleep. I closed my eyes, listened to ASMR, read a book for a bit, but I couldn't go to sleep no matter what (even though I was absolutely exhausted). I decided to text my friend as it was daytime for her in the US. 

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Sophia <3

yo

yo

yo

yo

yo

yo

yo

yo

yo

u yp yft?

up yet*

NOW i am

oops srry

wait hold on u just had a 14 hr trip from here all the way to sk how the heck are you still awake?!

ig I jyst wssnt sleepy i slwpt on the fkight here

hmmmm

alr just make sure to sleep and eat properly ok?

awww is THE sophia wsrriwd abt mo?

shut up and let me sleep

gn soph

GOODNIGHT

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I lied to her. I didn't sleep on the flight. my hand was shaking really badly from exhaustion. Sighing, I kept my phone down. Thinking about how I lied to my only friend remaining, it was no surprise that the others left me. Wandering in my thoughts, I finally fell asleep with a wet face and pillow. 

a/n: the first few chapters are gonna be rather boring so please bear with me :''(

Anyways, STREAM MANIFESTO: DAY 1! LETS WIN ENHYPEN LOTS OF AWARDS 

- This is not how I view any of the enhypen members it is written purely for plot purposes

- I do not relate the enhypen members or jake to this story in any way

- I'm sorry if there are any typos or grammar errors! If you find any, please tell me