"Even if I say it'll be alright still I hear you say you want to end your life now and again we try to just stay alive" three days grace blasted over the stereo as I sat on my bed thinking. I mean maybe they're right, maybe I am I just a screw up. Maybe I should just go away... And not just for a little while... But forever. Yeah, that sounds right, I mean no one would miss me. I'm just stupid and ugly and fat. I'm worthless. So that's it... I'll do it after work...
I take a shower, dry and straighten my jet black wavy hair, next I tease my bangs.I put on foundation and blush, next I put on my normal heavy eye liner. And to finish everything I put on eye shadow, yes a nice smokey eye will do fine. I get dressed and head out the door. I work at a shabby little diner only a few blocks from my small apartment. I get there and clock in, out of the corner of my eye I spot someone. No I couldn't be... Andy fucking Biersack is here along with the rest of the band. I try so hard not to fan girl and it kind of works. I walk over to take their order.
"Hi my names Violet, I will be your waitress today. what can I get you guys to drink?"
Ashley causally looks me up and down.
"We'll all have a water for now." Jinx says.
"Alright, I'll be right back with your waters."
"Young lady I must say you look beautiful." Ashley chimes off. I blush but I can't get my mind off of going home... It will finally all be over... All the pain... It will all finally end and I will finally be happy.
"Umm thanks" I say and smile sheepishly
"Dude Ashley back off she's to young for you... But not for me" Andy winks.
I blush sooo badly And giggle
" talk about 50 shades of red." Jinks states and every body laughs.
"Well anyways I will be right back with you waters."
I walk off and go get their water and when I come back I notice that CC isn't there... I glance out the window and see him talking on the phone with a very worried look on his face.
"Hey the gorgeous Violet is back." Oh Andy you're such a flirt.
"Well hello to you too Andy."
"Oh the princess knows who we are!"
"Well of fucking course I do, you guys have so amazing music!"
"Haha thanks Darling. Want my autograph? I'd gladly sign your boobs."
I bust out laughing
" in your dream lover boy haha but I wouldn't mind a picture with you later."
" whatever you want princess."
" so are you guys ready to order or do I have to stand here all night?" I say sarcastically
"I guess we're ready" Cc says re joining the table.
I take there orders and head off to put the orders in
Ugh only and hour left in this shift and then I can finally go home... Well at least I got to meet the guys who go me through so much before I'm gone....
Andys POV
Damn she's just so beautiful. I've never seen anyone so Perfect. She's got the prettiest eyes and the most beautiful smile. And her voice is just ugh I can't even explain it. I think I might be in love with her.... It's love at first sight. Wait no Andy NO are you fucking stupid you just met her! You can't be in love. GOD DAMNIT!! Don't do this to your self again!! I can't get hurt again... I'm so stupid.... I just need to push these thoughts out of my head.
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FanfictionViolet is an 18 year old female who deals with serious depression. while at work she meet one of her favorite bands, Black Veil Brides. Little does she know Andy Biersack is going to change her life forever. Along the way she meets the band members...
