Andy's POV
I'm not quite sure what to think about this ginger chick. It's clear Violet has some strong feelings for her, and I know she's not mine and if they did get together there's nothing I can really do about it... but I'm still very jealous. I want her to be happy, but I want her to be happy and with me. I just don't know what to do anymore. Whatever I guess, i'll get over it right? I mean theses plenty of fish in the sea. But she's the most beautiful one I've ever seen. But then again why would a girl as perfect as her want in a guy like me. I'm just sent stupid band guy, and that's all ill ever be.
Violet's POV
I say goodbye to Andy and head out. He seems upset... I hope he's okay. I'm honestly kind a freaking out about going to see her. What if she's changed... more then she already did the last time I saw her. Crap... I don't have a car... it still at my apartment. Ugh the bus it is. I walk several blocks to the nearest bus stop and wait. An old man, probably in his late 60's comes and sits next to me. He keeps giving me weird looks... the fuck is his problem.
"Dude what's your problem?!" I say trying to keep my cool. Fucking old people are so judgmental.
"I- I'm sorry, you just look familiar. What's your name darling?" His voice is very shakey. Okay... maybe I was to quick to judge him.
"Umm my name's Violet..." I say nervously.
"I do know you, you baby sat my grand kids for me years ago." Holy crap... how did I not recognize him! Mr. Ablert, I spent my summers with him and his grand kids.
"Oh my, I'm so sorry I didn't recognize you. Wow it's been a very long time since I've seen you. How have you been lately?"
"I've been okay, they little ones aren't so little anymore. Ashley is 10 and Jakob is 15. You have sure grown up yourself haven't you?" I see the bus approaching
"Yes I have. Well it was nice catching up with you."
"You too, have a nice day young lady." And with that I stood up and got on the bus. It shouldn't be to long of a ride. 10 minutes at max. This bus takes us right to Loch Lon. I used to ride the bus everywhere. I only got my license last year, so this was the easiest way to get around. I pull my phone and ear buds out and put music on. Music always clams me down.
Gingers POV
I'm surprised she agreed to come, I mean things left off pretty rough for us. But ill be even more surprised if she shows up.
It's five till 10:00. A bus pulls up, I see her... She's changed so much. Her ones brown hair now black, her ones make up less face now covered. It's pretty makeup... but she doesn't need it. And I don't really like the way she's dressing either... darker... even darker then she used to. She looks around, and spots me. She slowly walks over. She smiles slightly when she approaches, but she looks nervous.
"Hey Violet." God... I missed her.
"Hey...." she manages to studded out. Why is she being shy?!?! What happened to the out going Violet?
"How are you?"
"I'm okay... you?" She responds in a soft tone. Her voice.... it's changed too.
"I'm great!" I lie, but she doesn't need to know that I'm upset... it would just make things worse.
Violet's POV
Things are so weird... it's like we just met for the first time. All awkward and quiet. Honestly I didn't expect much more then this... but I did expect there to be a couple people... not just us two. Shes chanced so much... Her ones long hair short, she style... her went from preppy to stoner. I mean yeah I've changed but she's really changed. I glance around nervously waiting for her to bring something up to talk about.
"I'm sorry...." she sounds as if she's about to cry. Damn it. I fucked up.. but how... I just got here. FUCK!!!
"For?" I question looking confused.
"I should have never invited you here... I know you don't have the same feeling for me as I have for you. I love you! I've been in love with you! But you don't love me!! I should have known this was a lost cause!" She starts to cry... and not just one or two tear, but a bunch. She runs her eyes, her makeup running down her cheeks. The thing is I do love her! But I also love Andy.
"I do love you!!!" I scream starting to freak the fuck out.
"Then why won't you talk to me! Why won't you show it! God damn your so fucking bipolar!"
"I love you, but I'm in love with Andy. He my world, he's saved me, he's been there for me when no one else has." I stand up and make a dash out of the park. Tears stream down my face I run as far as I possibly can. I don't even know what to fucking do anymore!!! She just lost it!!! And so sudden!!! She wasn't even in my life for a long ass time and that's not my fault! She's the one who decided to up and take off!!! I pull my phone out of my pocket, I dial Andy's number that I've now memorized. He picks up after the second ring.
Gingers POV
Well fuck her too!!! I guess I just need to move on. Because it's obvious she already did. Ugh... why did I have to go off on her like that, she had just freaking got here! God damn it!!! I shouldn't have fucking came back in the first place. I just want her and only her!!! But this was the last straw I'm done. Hope she's happy because she just lost me forever. That was the last straw.
Andy's POV
It's been just over 45 minutes since she left. I hear my phone go off, I look over to see who it is. And what do you know it's my perfect angel. When I answer I can automatically tell that she's crying.
"Hey what's wrong." I question trying to stay calm for her sake.
"Can you come get me. I want to go home!" Who the fuck hurt her... I WILL cut a bitch.
"Yeah I'm on my way. Where are you?" I slip on some shoes and grab my key.
"I'm on fourth street." Hey I actually know where that's at!
"Alight I'm headed out the door. I shouldn't be more then 5 minutes. I love you, call me if you need to."
"No! Please don't hang up. Please Andy I'm begging you!"
"Okay okay, I won't. Are you okay? Are you hurt?"
"No.... I'm just upset... really fucking upset."
^authors note^
So it's 2 am and I'm tired and moody as fuck, if you can tell. Haha sorry this chapter kinda sucks. Promise the next one will be better. Don't forget to comment and vote it means the world to me when you guys do,
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