Rebel loves

Mystery ginger

Violets POV

I wake up in Andy's arms. Wow it's nice. He's so cuddly and warm! I grab my phone and check the time... 8:30am. Wow it feels like it should be noon. Shit! I totally forgot Ginger is coming to town! Ugh I missed her so much. She's so beautiful and sweet and kind. She tall and has long reddish orange hair. And she has sweet blue eyes that you could get lost in so easily. She's my weakness. She is the girl that made me decide I'm pansexual. From the moment I met her, back in 6th grade art I knew I would slowly fall for her. Little did I know at the time she hated me! But as the months went by we started to become beat friends. And a few months ago we dated. But shit happened... and I broke up with her... and tried to move on... but I still regret it to this day. I hope I get to see her... it might not be a good idea though. If and when I see her all our memories will come flooding back... and Ill be stuck in the past. Crying over and over again. My phone vibrates pulling me from my thoughts. The screen reads Ginger with a bunch of kissy faces.  The text says call me when you can.

It takes me a second but I press the little phone in the corner of the screen. The phone starts to ring. I realize Andy doesn't need to hear this conversation. I carefully sit up and walk out of the hotel room. She kicks up the phone.

"Hello." She says with here cute voice.

"Hey, you wanted me to call?" I can feel her beautiful smile, ugh I missed her so much.

"Umm yeah, I'm gonna be at Loch Lon at 10 I was wondering if you wanted to come see me."

"I'd love too!!!" I almost scream but refrain. She giggles, she blushing... I just know it... she's bad about blushing, but its a good thing because it's cute as fuck.

"Okay Ill see you then, goodbye."

"Okay, goodbye." It takes her a few moments to hang up the phone but she does. My hearts racing. I have to start getting ready!! This well be the first time we have seen each other in 6 months. I have to look good! I run back into the hotel room full speed.

"Everything alright my dear?" Andy asks in the most perfect voice. God damn he looks so amazing, his hair all messed up from Sleeping.

"Yeah I'm fine but I need to get ready!" I say hurried as I run into the bathroom.

"For what." He shouts sounding confused.

"I'll tell you after my shower, but it's important to me." I turn the knob for the shower. Damn it which way do I turn it to make it hot! I fiddle around with it for a minute, it finally goes to a good temperature. I strip down to my bra and underwear. Andy walks in.  I grab a towel and cover myself.

"Dont you know how to knock!!!" I say pissed off.

"Sorry I just really need to use the bathroom." Really Andy...

"Then go use on of the guys!" With that he nods his head and hurries out. I finish stripping and hop in the shower. Boy does this feel good. I look down to see all the scars that cover my body. Wow... they look horrible... but at the say time better. I can't help hear the voices in my head chanting do it, you know you want to. But I won't. I can't do this again, I can't go through relapsing again. It's just to hard. I think about my Ginger, she's just so ugh what a the word... oh yeah... perfect. But she's not mine. And I need to keep that in mind. I shampoo and condition my hair. I should re-die it today. Maybe Giner will help me. I wonder if she's changed at all.  I hop out and wrap a towel around my sopping wet body. I blow dry my hair, straighten it and then tease my bangs to perfection. Next I put on makeup, little bit of base, a heavy lime of eyeliner and then eye shadow. Wow I actually look half decent. Next I walk out only to see Andy staring at me. I casually walk over to a bag that has some new close in it. I pick out a pare of black skinny ripped jeans and a nirvana crop top. Yes I'm actually wearing a crop top... she's gonna be surprised. I put on a pair of pure black converts. I take a glance in the mirror. Wow I  actually look good.

"Wow..." Andy says speechless.

"What....?"

"You look amazing!" He lightly blushes.

"Awe thanks Andy." I wink and blow him a kiss. He blushes even more.

" so where is it that you are going?"

"I'm going to see a close friend of mine that I haven't seen in months." I say shyly.

"Ohhh okay, nice." He says jealousy seeping through his face.  Awe he's jealous how cute.

"Yeah." I say and walk over to the bed. I reach for my phone, I look and see I have a missed call from her. Oh no...

I start to call her... but no answer.... I hope she's okay...

^authors note^

So... the Mystery Ginger is based off of a girl ive liked... and a lot of the feeling Violet has towards her are how I actually feel. This is a story based off of my own life. So please respect some of the things that have are going to happen in the book, for lots of these thing are things that have happened to me. I am Violet. Just a different age and a different name. Anyways please comment what you think of this chapter