The dairy of my love story

Crying

I want to cry everyday, I want to cut myself. But then, if I think about it, I'm the weaker one. I'm never the weaker one in my love story. I'll never change who I am, and btw, I'm half a town boy.
I may not act like it, but I'm half. I'll never ever cry for this stupid reason again.
Love is people's biggest drug, and no one can do anything to stop it. And there's no cure.
I wanted to cry for being stupid, and falling for someone so ugly. He'll regret this someday. And I'm pretty sure he will. I felt so stupid around him because of his attitude. I need my friends, why is boys always in the way of a girls life. When a girl never want that boy, it comes to her, and the boy that she have been waiting for, is not the one.
My Love is so stupid. I wish a boy's (not from my family) love would never had come to me.
I like him for only one reason and it's still happening. I don't think it'll stop anymore. It's scarier each day. When he didn't knew, he made me satisfied. Now he just make me mad, sad, and make me wanted to cry. He used to be my (something), now he's just one of my nightmare.
I wish I never met him, I wish those creepy dudes wouldn't told him. And now I'm glad I texted with his friend (k).
-Mai Chor