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I want to cry so hard now, tears are coming done my eyes slowly. I want to cry because of Haydn and a lot more people. Why don't people care about other people in this world. I wish there's someone or at least one person that cares about me beside my family. This world is so unfair, why do this world have such cure people. No one would do nothing even if u cut yourself, I bet no one in this world wouldn't even care of you died in front of them. I don't know why I still like Haydn anyway, I wish I could slap him in the face for being a player. I don't even know why I even like Jov. anyway, I felt so stupid liking him. And for Joh., I don't even know why I like him, my friends said that he's a better version of Haydn. Which I agree, but I still want Haydn, I want to wait for him all my life, but I don't think that would ever happen. I think I should just move on with my life and never feel this way again. I don't know what to do anymore, I need my friends. I wish that my friends wouldn't let one of their friend died in front of them.
- Mai Chor

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