Hoseok pov
A month had passed.
A whole month since he had left.
Longing, loneliness and fear were the only emotions I felt.
I wanted him.
I wanted someone for me.
I wanted someone, who used to accompany my heart.
I was scared without him.
I was scared about facing things, that were ahead.
I was scared something will happen to my baby.
My child was the only one I had. I was the only one to protect them. But who will protect me?
I knew I wasn't doing well. I wasn't sleeping long enough. I wasn't sleeping peaceful enough. I wasn't eating enough. I wasn't eating enough healthy things. It wasn't good for anyone, especially for a pregnant male.
He was everywhere but still nowhere.
I hated him for what he had done, but I still missed him so much.
Sometimes weird feelings were catching me off guard.
Tiredness
Hunger
Helplessness
Suffering
I knew all of them were his. And I knew he felt mine.
I had also my friend - Seokjin.
He wanted good for me, but sometimes he was only making me angry as I asked him to do some things. "Some things" was to contact with him or with Jimin - his best friend. At least to ask how's the alpha.
So in conclusion my life was awful and I couldn't take care of myself (and the baby) without the protective, dominant, caring, sweet, cute, funny, talented, hard-working and responsible(?) Jungkook.
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