Perks of being a Criminal

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

 "I can't find her! It's been a year and I don't know where she is! Where the hell is she!!" I scream at the screen in the meeting room. I haven't slept, I haven't shaved, or gotten a haircut. I know she's alive. I know Sam is alive. I don't care how many years it will take to find her because I will find her. "You still looking for her?" Jordan asks me as he comes down the stairs. "Ya. I'm never giving up." I snap at him. He chuckles and I can tell that he's rolled his eyes. "You seemed to give up on other people so I thought you would have by now." I turn my chair and look at him. "No I wouldn't have. You know why? Because she is my family and because her life was in my hands. But for now I don't even know if her life is in theirs." I turn back to the screen taking the hair tie from my wrist and put my hair in a bun to get it out of my face.

 "All I ask is you stop bringing girls into the house. This house should  be a privilege not yours to trash and do whatever you want in. This is Aaliyah's house not yours. I'm surprised she still lets you stay here. Speaking of, she made us all dinner. Come up to eat." I turn around and get up to walk up the stairs with him. "Since when has she made dinner or even come out of that star room?"  He laughs again. "Wow you really are an asshole. You barely even realize what you've done. But, it doesn't matter because she is over you big time." I roll my eyes again. "Since when Jordan?" "Since six months ago Jason." We get in the kitchen and there is only 10 plates. She didn't serve me one again. "Wow. Not served a plate how hurtful." I call out. "I don't serve pigs. Maybe when his ass gets up and cooks dinner, he can get his own plate served for him." Aaliyah calls back. All the boys ignore me and walk outside to eat. "Fine I'll eat alone again." I grab a plate and fill it with the food from the pots and pans. The door opens right as I grab a fork and it Aaliyah she comes in laughing. I never took the time to look at her fully in a year. She had her long beautiful hair in two braids on each side of her head, she was wearing a tee-shirt and some leggings, and she had on no make-up. She did look beautiful. What did I do? I realize now I just want her. But, she doesn't need me. "Why are you looking at me?" She asks and I just look down trying again to search for a fork. 

 How fucking embarrassing.

 "The forks are the left side." She says from across the kitchen. I smile but don't say anything back. She walks back out and I let out a sigh of relief. I don't know why but I was so so so nervous. It was confusing. I go back downstairs and try to concentrate on the screen not touching my food. After a few hours, I hear the boys and Aaliyah upstairs jumping around and having a party upstairs. Pretty soon the noise gets louder and louder in fact it was annoying. No one said anything about a party. I really need to get my mind off things. Especially this. I go ahead and invite myself upstairs. I get up and there are so many people. There is a crowd thats around someone dancing.  I ignore it and weave my way through the crowd to try to get myself a beer. I go ahead and wander over to the crowd trying to get in the middle of it all. Once I do I see a girl shaking her big ass all over this guy and it was something to see. He looked like he couldn't keep up with her at all.

 "Holy shit what a fine ass." Just watching her hips sway in that tight little black dress gives me a hard on. She continues to grind on him until the next song comes on. I decide to step in and get a dance with her fine ass. "Aye chicka can I have a round?" The blonde turns around and its almost as if I was hit in the gut. It was Aaliyah, wearing that same black dress she wore that night she went clubbing. "No sorry, chicka." She gets the whole crowd laughing and now I'm pissed. My short temper is gonna be the death of everyone in this room. But then again I never even realized how big her ass is. Holy shit I just want it on my face. "Fine." I turn away and weave my way through the crowd and half way through I hear Aaliyah yell, "Get off of me!! I said no!" I turn and run back through the crowd again finding some other guy, a much larger guy, holding her arm while she struggles to get away.

 "Get off of her man." I yell.

 "Why is she your girl?" I don't answer

 "Don't worry about it then. Sweet cheeks come on give me a dance." He holds her tighter and she struggles to get away. "No I said get off!!" She struggles to get away over and over. It's painful to watch. "Dude did you not hear her? She said get OFF!" I punch him in the gut and get him to the ground. I continue punching him in the face and he turns me over punching me once in the face. I freeze and then so does he. The whole crowd freezes. I check for blood and sure enough there is some on my hairline. I look at him and he looks at me. Instantly he is looking at me like I have turned into a psychopath and then finally I punch him so hard his nose breaks. The whole crowd hears it break and there's nothing but oooo's and ouches. Aaliyah looks at me and I turn away to go clean up the blood. She follows me into the one of the bathrooms, "What was that Jason?" She yells. "Oh pipe down you should be thanking me." I snap back. "I don't need to thank you because I can take care of myself." I laugh and take a hot washcloth to my cut. "It sure looked like you had everything under control."

 "You know what the funny thing is Jason?" She laughs and shakes her head in disbelief. "You are still the same asshole that left me when I needed you most." She turned to walk out. "And don't you forget it honey." She scoffs stomping away and slamming the door behind her. As I continue to treat my bleeding head I think, maybe I really did put her through the pain I felt. Maybe this is all my fault that she is alone. But it doesn't matter now because that's all I want to be.

 "Alone." My voice echos of the bathroom walls.

A/N Hey guys I hoped you liked it. Woohooo chapter 19!! I'm excited for the next 20 chapters to come! Are you?Twitter: @intimidatebiebs