Hurt (Niall Horan Fan fiction)

"Please don't leave, I wont be able to live without you, Michelle please!" I yelled at my only friend, which was moving to America; New York to be more specific. 

"I don't have a choice Allie, I wouldn't move if I didn't have to, but my parents are forcing me! Im sorry but I have to!" Michelle said tears threatening to spill out of both of our eyes

"Just, it's going to be so hard, I don't think I can make it without anyone by my side, to help me when I fall, To cheer me up when i'm sad, for gods sake I don't even have loving parents, I wont be able to take all of it!" I said back, tears spilling down my face like a waterfall.

"Yes you will! You're strong Allie! I believe in you And you have to promise me one thing whilst i'm gone" I knew what she was going to say though I asked what it was anyway

I sighed "What?"

"Promise me that no matter what, you won't cut again, or try to commit suicide, promise me you'll be strong and remember that no matter what i'll always love you, we'll skype, text, call each other everyday; every second!"

"I promise" I looked down knowing that I wont be able to keep that promise, i'm not strong, im weak, and I cant take it, I won't take it! I've been hurt too much and I know it's just going to get worse so i'll just need to end it all. No one will miss me anyway, everyone hates me-exception for Michelle- And my parents surely wont care, hell they'll have a fucking party to celebrate. I just can't let Michelle know, she believes in me but I have nothing to believe in, i'm a 'worthless piece of shit' according to my parents and the whole school. 

"Well I have to go home, my mom is going to kill me if i'm late again and plus I need to get packing" I nodded and she hugged me. Soon she was gone and I was sitting on my bed debating whether or not I should cut myself, I knew it would be bad but I had to, it's like a drug; once you start cutting you can never stop. I decided to do it, even though i'll regret it in the morning. I walked into my bathroom, slipped off my clothes and got into the shower immediately being welcomed with hot water. As the hot water ran all over my body I grabbed my razor and pressed it to my wrist and put a bit pressure and I didn't notice the tears  that escaped my eyes. I looked down at my wrist and it had 5 new cuts, blood visible, I grabbed a towel and wiped my wrist and winced in pain, i'm so retarded, I took another towel and wrapped it around my body.

I walked into my room and opened my closet, I grabbed a purple jumper and grey sweat pants, I put my long Black/brown hair into a messy bun and jumped into bed. I slowly fell into a uncomfrotable slumber.

~*~

 As soon as I awoke I was accompanied by my mothers screaming.

"ALLIE IF YOU DON'T COME DOWN RIGHT NOW I'LL BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU" Isn't she just lovley? And such a caring mother.

I quickly jumped out of bed and ran down the stairs.

"What's this?" She said holding up a yellow paper and I immediately knew what it was; My report card.

"A paper" I answered

"Don't act smart, you know what it is, why do you have good grades?!"

Now most parents would be proud if you had good grades, and devistated if you had bad ones. In my case it's the complete oppisite.

"I don't know"

She grabbed my arm and I yelped in pain, as I pulled back. "What? Did little Allie cut again?" She faked sorrow.

I shook my head and just as my mother was about to hit me I made a run for the door. It was locked.

(A/N) I know it's really short  but it's only my first chapter, I promise i'll make them longer! Well I hope you like it, ts my new story: Hurt, though I might change the name later on <3

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