Imperfection

What happens next?

You know how when you walk into somewhere and you feel really uncomfortable not physically but emotionally and you hope you're hiding it good but in reality its written all over your face. Well that was me today at school. I walk in with no make up, my hair in a sloppy bun, and shorts and a t-shirt. I am happy I think or maybe just content until it happens everything stops and all eyes go to me. I hope its a good thing until I get some happy smirks and the whispers start. I hope that I don't look that bad but deep inside know that they all are wondering...What happened to her this weekend. Can I just be me for once? Or do I have to be fake happy to everyone the rest of my life