A Forced Dyad

Small Favours

AN: We finally get some soft and seggsy Kylo this chapter :)
Hope you enjoy

****TW: Smut, Dubious Consent

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You never heard Commander Ren come home. Maybe you slept abnormally deeply or maybe you didn't want to hear him. Something told you he never came in though. There was no way to tell in his unnaturally clean space, but you never felt him. You had slept with the mask on just in case. The words from his note still rattling around in your skull:

" please just be a good girl for me "

Why would he write something like that? Why did he seem... sad after he'd entered your mind? What did he want? You were tired of this strange dynamic. You just lay in the expansive bed consumed by your thoughts. It was strange that C7 hadn't shown up yet but you didn't mind. You didn't want to eat. You didn't want to get ready to await the Commander's orders. You just wanted to lay there and be. You really wanted answers more than anything, but you figured at this point none would be given unless that was the commander's express wishes.
You layed there for what felt like hours but who knows. Just running through the Myriad of possible explanations for why you were there.
C7 eventually came out to ask if you needed anything but you declined. They let you know the commander was busy with something today and the day was yours to spend as you'd like but you had no desire for anything.
You wanted to cease to exist.
After hours of wallowing in your depression, you finally got up and showered. You combed your hair and braided it into twin braids. You changed into a new set of pajamas. You contemplated whether or not to even touch the necklace, let alone put it on.
Eventually, you decided it might make it easier to just wear it. You clasped the silver chain around your neck, and for a moment you felt a little glimmer of power.
You felt like yourself.
Then it all come crashing back.
Where you were, who you were, and all the things you didn't know.
You were ready to go back into your cycle of oberthinking when-
Just then you felt it.
The cold.
Like a breeze on a brisk day.
The Commander was coming.
You rolled over to one side, quickly slipping your mask over your eyes, and pretended to be asleep.
You heard the door whoosh up and angry foot falls down the hall way.
You heard them pounding all the way up to the edge of the bed.
Then you felt the heat radiate off his body as he leaned down to you on the bed.
"I know you're awake," he whispered through his mask.
You didn't dare move.
You were just waiting for him to strike you, or choke you, or split your skull open.
What he actually did, you couldn't have imagined.
You heard the seal of his helmet hiss, and leather rustling.
You felt him kneel down next to the bed, and lean in close by your ear.
You felt his breath against your neck and it sent you flesh racing with goosebumps.
"I'm sorry," he whispered so softly that it almost didn't seem real.
You instinctively went to remove your blindfold as you turned over to face him.
He caught your hand in his.
It dwarfed yours.
And it was skin, warm and soft.
He had taken off his gloves.
You let a gasp escape your lips.
"I don't understand... anything," you said as his hand traced from the blindfold along the line of your jaw.
"I know." He chuckled.
"But how do you know? How do you hear me? And why-,"
Kylo cut you off.
"I can hear you because you're loud. I hear you all the time. Anytime you're in pain, distressed... I hear you. It's driving me insane to know you're so unhappy. Just give me time. You'll learn to quiet your thoughts. You're so impatient." He sounded like he was smiling as he called you impatient.
"Maybe if you'd actually give me some answers I wouldn't be so 'loud,' or 'impatient,' - and why did you leave me that necklace and show me your thoughts. I can't tell if you want to fight me or fuck me and-"
He pressed his thumb softly against your lips as he gently shushed you.
"Maybe I want to do both sometimes. I am here to train you. You could be very special... very important to the first order... to me. I need you to learn to trust me."
You didn't know how to react. You were angry and confused but also something in you became excited at being "special," or "important," to something bigger than yourself.
"How am I supposed to trust you?" Was all you could croak out.
"I know it's a lot to ask of you, but I know you feel it too."
You felt vulnerable at him acknowledging the way his feelings felt palpable, but at least you knew it wasn't just you now.
"But I don't know what I'm feeling,"
"I know, I promise it will all make sense in time. Please, just allow me to do this small favour for you."
You didn't know exactly what he meant but you felt his energy, and you blushed.
You felt his weight shift above you as he straddled you. His left hand pinned your arms gently above your head, while his right stayed holding your face. You felt him lean down so close to you, you just knew he was about to kiss you and everything within in you was screaming to feel what his lips felt like.
But he just chuckled again.
"Not yet, my impatient girl," and he removed his hand from your wrists.
They weren't released, though.
He held them in place with what you were coming to know as the force.
He let his hands trace down your neck and to your breasts. He found your nipples beneath your shirt and you felt him delight in the way your body reacted as his pinched them between his fingers. You let out a moan that shocked even you and this cued Kylo to bite your neck. His lips felt so soft and plump, which made his bites even more intense when his teeth nipped your flesh. You squirmed from the pleasure and pain. He pulled your pajama top over your head, careful of the blind fold. He began trailing kisses from your neck to your chest. You felt so full of desire, not just yours but his, you felt you'd overflow. He bit your left nipple hard as he twisted the right, and you squealed. He hummed in response. He let his kissing lead him to the top of your pajama shorts where he pulled them down eagerly to reveal your underwear. He pulled them off with his teeth. You giggled at the feeling and playfulness of the act. He stopped for a moment.
You felt him staring at your body, fully on display for him.
Normally, you would have felt shame being this naked and exposed. Maybe it was the blindfold, or maybe it was the way he let you feel his desperation for you, but you felt like you deserved to be admired.
"You're perfect," he cooed gently and lowered himself off of you. Arms still pinned, he pressed open your legs.
He placed soft, playful, little kisses from each knee up your thighs. Making sure to fake you out each time he switched sides, so that when he was finally breathing softly against your folds you wanted to cry from anticipation.
He kissed you so delicately.
"Please, Kylo," You whimpered.
He let out a heavy sigh, "that's no way to address your commander. Try again."
"Please, Commander Ren" you moaned and he ran his finger along you in a cruel tease.
"Please, what?"
You could hear the smile in his voice.
Was he really about to make you say it out loud? Surely, he could hear you screaming for it in your head.
"Yes, pet. I can hear you. I want you to say it out loud."
*Pet*... your heart jumped into your throat.
You never thought you'd enjoy being called any nickname let alone: *pet* but it awakened something in you.
"Please, Commander Ren, I want you to eat me out,"
You wanted to crawl out of you skin the moment you said it, but before you could even think about taking it back he responded:
"Good girl,"
And you began to melt.
He immediately went to sucking on your clit, drawing circles with his tongue.
He pressed one of his long, thick fingers deep inside you.
You tightened around his digit instantly.
He hummed in approval against you, sending soft vibrations against your sensitive flesh.
He slid his tongue from your opening back to your clit slowly, making you whine.
He moved back to your clit, speeding up the pace with his finger.
He began to crook his finger and suckle wildly.
He slipped a second finger in and you lost it.
You came violently against him.
All your muscles turning from taught knots to Jelly and seeing stars through your blindfold.
He finally removed his coated digits and you heard him suck the wetness from them.
He groaned in pleasure and lapped at your folds once more causing you to wince in the overload of ecstasy.
Finally, the pressure receded from your wrists.
You felt Kylo lay down on top of you.
His large body engulfing yours.
You felt his heavy leather and cotton layers against your bare flesh, making you shiver.
For the first time you could smell him.
He smelled like amber and cotton, oddly inviting and cozy.
He laid his head between your breast and you felt long, soft, hair.
He had nice hair.
You couldn't see it of course, but it felt so nice, there's no way it could be anything but spectacular.
You wanted nothing more than to remove the mask and gaze on this man who'd just made you see stars.
"Not yet, Pet. Small Favours, remember? Be good for me, and I'll give you more." He said, acknowledging your thoughts.
You could live with that for today.
He settled in against you and soon you could tell he was asleep.
Your mind was still swimming with questions but you were too tired from all the thinking, and of course the intense orgasm.
Soon you fell asleep too.
Your energies intertwined just as your physical bodies.
For the first time since being kidnapped, you felt okay.
You no longer felt alone.