Katniss and peetas future

I wake up and it's dark , Peeta is asleep as usual. I decide to go hunt, like I did on the day of the reaping. Every year we celebrated and remember Prim and deep down in my heart I have that vivid image of her just before she died. We were in combat, she called my name " Katniss, Katniss, help ". I turn around to look for her. My eyes searched and searched finally they found her, as they found her a bomb went off and my eyes were to late. She was gone, she was too gentle, too little to die and now she was gone and I couldn't save her. As I was thinking about this I became sleepy and too tired to go hunting, I felt weak. Every time I go hunting I feel as if I'm in the hunger games . I lost Prim, Rue and also Cinna ,they didn't need the die. They had never done anything wrong. But that has past. I finally lay back down and Peeta raps his arm around me. I feel safe and secure, like a deer who is by his mama and his mama is there.When he needs her,like Peeta, he is there when I need him. I fall back to sleep.
When I wake up, I see that Peeta is gone. I wonder where. He usually goes down to the bakery ,where he  used baked with his mother and family before they had died. I don't blame him ,if that happened to my family I would go to a place where I last saw them. I get up sure enough. He is baking bread. I sit on our sofa. He comes in and says"Morning Katniss" . I look at him and smile and say"Morning Peeta ". We stare at each other for a minute. Then he goes on making bread. That boy has been through so much , I thought I lost him forever. Here and then I still get nightmares. I can see the sadness in Peeta's face. When he was hijacked nearly every piece of Peeta was gone. The last time I saw him. he was hijacked . The words he said to me that made me cry the worst and how he said in his eyes and said them to me to give me a message and risk it all for me. Those words were" You'll be dead by the morning" and then beaten. He cried too because he knew what ever they were gonna do to him was gonna hurt me. I remember when we first met he said "I don't to be a piece in there game, I don't want them to change me, if I'm gonna die, I want to still be me".I never relied on the part when he doesn't want them to change him and they did. They change him into something that's not even him. All president snow wanted was to get what he wanted, it's like we're rag dolls that he plays with and beats the crab out with the rags dolls. Like Joanna said"He treats us like shit". Finally Peeta comes over and gives me my toast and says"Are you OK". I tell him " Yah,I'm OK,you".Peeta says "Yep, anything else Katniss". I tell him"Nope, anything else you want". He stares at me with blank eyes and leans in to give me a kiss and leaves. I think about why he left. I start to eat my bread. Instead of eating in the kitchen, I sit by Peeta and watch television with him.