Diary of a Teenage Girl

April 28 2015

Currently laying in bed not wanting to get up for the bus. I hate school. I hate the bullying. I hate the homework. I hate the teachers. I hate everybody who goes there. Why do I have to go there?

It's been quite a stupid morning already. I got dressed up, wearing my lace crop top, ripped jeans, and my brown boots. Yeah maybe it's going to be a good day. Not.

I've been trying to go to Prom this year. I asked my parents. Since I'm grounded, they said no. They are being dicks about everything. I hate it. I fucking hate it.

I can't wait until I turn 18, when I turn 18, I'm moving into our own house with Taylor, we are going to try for kids, he plans on us getting married. I'm really excited. Counting down the days until I can get out of this hell hole. Which is August 30, 2016. That's a long ways away. Fuck.

Anyways, gotta ride the smelly bus to school.

Well I'm at school, all I hear is this girl that's my "friend", she's not anymore, bragging about her life. She's so fucking annoying. I can't handle her. She constantly thinks she's hot shit. She thinks she's all that. Why? Just why? You're so annoying.

SHUT YOUR FACE BITCH.

Sometimes, I wanna just punch her in the face, but she's on my softball team so I technically can't. She will probably cry anyways.

My little "friend" group isn't my group. I just realized this today. I'm always out of the decisions. I never get talked to. Everybody ignores me. I can't handle school here. It sucks.

Get me away from here. I hate it.

I just took a test in US History. Yeah. My "friend", she sits right next to me in this class. She is such a bitch. I don't know why. She thinks she's all hot shit. Excuuuuuuuse me. You're ugly, you're fat, you're annoying, you're immature... Would you like to hear more?

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Prom is on Saturday. Prom.. Is.. On.. Saturday. .

I am a junior. I want to go to prom. With Taylor... But I am grounded. My parents won't allow it at all.

Hearing everyone talk about prom kills me kind of. It's annoying, but I also wish I could go. I got a dress, I got shoes, I had everything planned out. Bam. I couldn't go. Fuck this grounded thing. It sucks.

On the plus side, last night I found out from my sister Kelsey and her husband, Kevin , and my brother, Branden, that Memorial Day weekend, we are leaving on Thursday morning and going to Sand Lake on a family vacation. I'm so excited to do this, I can actually go to this. Branden is inviting Taylor, I'm so excited. We can drive down together and ride quads together. It makes me so happy.

Family vacation plus boyfriend? I think yes. I'm so excited. 💕

Xoxo.