I've been at Vinnie's place all day, mostly have been attempting to help him relax. He's been studying like crazy, all day and hardly gets any sleep. I'm worried he's overworking himself. I'm happy that he cares about doing well but I don't agree with him pushing himself like this.
For lunch I order Vinnie his favorite food and bring it to him while he's studying, he doesn't even say thank you he simply grunts. I try not to get upset because I know he's stressed out.
Its been an hour and he's probably hungry again, studying does take a lot of energy out of you. I decide to make his favorite dessert, I'm not the best at baking but I try my best. I pull out my phone and skim various recipes searching for the best one. Finally I decide on one and get to work.
Once the dessert is finally ready I walk into Vinnie's room and place it next to his study books and kiss him on the cheek. ''I made you your favorite'' 'I smile excitedly. Once again he doesn't really acknowledge my gesture or me. He doesn't even look at me, he just nods and that's it. I try not to take it to heart but I put in a lot of effort making that.
I decide I'm gonna go for a walk for a quick breather and I brainstorm some more ideas. ''Babe, do you wanna come with me?'' I ask. Of course he replies with a blunt ''no''. Before I step out I tell him ''I love you'' like I always do but this time he doesn't respond, this sends a wave of sadness over me. Maybe he didn't hear me? Yeah, that's probably it.
Walking through the park filled with tree's and people I look around and admire the nature surrounding me, while doing so I notice lots of couples together, holding hands, kissing, hugging and smiling. I miss Vinnie. I know I've been with him all day but he hasn't talked to me or even acknowledged my presence one bit. I sigh to myself and decide to return home as it's starting to get chilly.
I open the front door and don't see Vinnie anywhere and figure he's probably still studying.
I'm really not sure what to do but I know massages always help me when I'm tense so I step into Vin's room holding some massage oil in my hand. He's too distracted to notice I'm even in the room. I sigh. I step closer to him and kiss his cheek like I did before, smiling at him, however once again he says nothing. I ignore him brushing me off and apply massage oil on my hands. I gingerly lift up the back of his shirt and begin to rub his shoulders. I think he's enjoying the massage and I grin to myself proud to have finally made him happy. Just as that thought crosses my mind Vinnie abruptly jolts up. ''CAN YOU LEAVE ME ALONE Y/N. FUCK YOU'VE BEEN BOTHERING ME ALL DAY. YOU'RE SO CLINGY.'' he yelled. Shocked by his sudden outburst I run out of the room. I reach the extra bedroom and close the door. I spend the rest of my night sobbing. Vinnie knocks on my door a couple of times but I ignore him.
An hour later just as I'm about to fall asleep Vinnie walks into the room. I ignore him and turn to the other side. He places his hand in mine, interlocking his fingers with mine and sits on the bed. ''I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry my love. You didn't deserve to be yelled at. You've been nothing but absolutely perfect and I was a total jerk. You're not clingy and you never bother me, please don't think anything of me saying that because its not how I feel. I'm so sorry. I hope you can forgive me. I love you so much y/n.'' He says sincerely. I slowly sit up and squeeze his hand, ''of course I'll forgive you but please don't ever do that again, I don't know if my heart could handle it.'' I sniffle. He kisses my cheek and nuzzles his face into the crook of my neck, cuddling me like his life depends on it. ''I wont. I promise. I love you.'' he promises. I wrap my arms around his neck and place a soft kiss on his nose. ''I love you V.'' I say.
