Marvel short stories

Together

Warnings: self harm

I just got out of the bathroom putting my blade back in the box hidden under my bed. 20. Thats how many small slits cover both my wrists all together. They were bandaged to where under a sweater it wouldn't look bulky.

I pull on a white oversized sweater and head down to the kitchen for lunch. When i got there all the avengers were there other than spiderboy. Hes probably is in school, it is Tuesday.

They were making grilled cheeses and tomato soup. "Mmm. Smells delicious." I say, so they know i am there. I sit down at the table next to Clint.

"Where have you been." Clint asks.

"In my room watching tv." I replied, it wasn't a total lie just not the whole truth.

We all sat down to eat. I ate quickly so i didn't have to sit there. Everyone just thought i was really hungry but that is good for me.

"I am going to get ready for a run I will see you guys when I get back." I told them before leaving back to my room to get ready.

I walked into my room and went to the connected bathroom. I stuck two fingers down my throat and puked up everything i just ate. I decided i would stay in the white sweater and just put some bike shorts on.

I ran for just about 2 hours before i came back to the compound. I walked into the living room and everyone was hanging out in there. Including spiderboy. Everybody was scattered around, like at the bar and stuff.

When the elevator opened and i walked out everyone looked then looked away but did a double take. Everbody was staring at me in shock.

"What are you guys looking at. Do i have something thing on my face." I asked. Tony walked over to me and grabbed my wrists.

"Why is your sweater covered in blood. And why only by your wrists." He demanded. I looked down at my wrists and he was right my wrists bled right through.

"I- umm- i- i d-dont kn-know" i stuttered but he didn't believe me.

"Fine. We will do the this the hard way." He clenched his teeth before speaking up again, "Everyone search Y/n's room for why her sweater is covered in blood. Peter stay here with her so she doesn't try to stop us."

Everyone rushed to my room and I knew they would find out. I sat on the couch just waiting for them to scream.

Avengers pov

We all looked for anything being careful not to mess up her room.

"Found something!" Bucky hollered. Everyone surrounded him looking in the box filled with razor blades.

"I found something to" Wanda yelled from in the bathroom. When they looked there was blood in the sink and a little puke on the toilet seat.

Normal pov

A couple minutes later the avengers came down the stairs and elevator. Tony had the box and his phone.

"Care to explain." Tony asked as he dumped the box of blades on the coffee table.

"No comment" I say

"Okay what about this." He then showed the picture of blood in your sink and that tiny bit of puke.

"No comment" I say again

"Fine. Steve, Bucky." They already knew what to do and went to either side of you, holding you down on the couch. "Loki." Loki then used his magic to make your sweater disappear leaving you in a tank top. Everyone looked at your wrists seeing the bloody bandages.

I didn't know if they were going to take them off or not but i hoped they wouldn't.

Tony walked over and kneeled in front of me taking my wrists in his hands. He carefully took of the bandages and Nat handed him some wipes to get the rest of the blood off.

Tears were threatening to fall from my eyes as everybody's faces dropped. Tony pulled me into a hug the super soldiers letting me go. I cried into his shoulder not being able to hold it in any longer. He picked me up bridal style and took me to Bruces lab, everyone following.

When we got there Bruce patched me up. "Why?" Was the only thing Tony could ask.

"Because i am ugly, a waste of space and i hate myself." I replied barely audible.

"Don't think like that. You are the opposite of all those things." He told me, "And no matter what we will get through this together."