The one love

Chapter 5

I was stunned with what I had done.
"Well I'm waiting on a fucking explanation...Hello Simon..."
"Ok well Sebastian kissed me and I kissed him back after awhile because I thought it was best kissed I ever had and I don't know I just wanted to know if it was different...I'm so srry plz stay and talk to me plz..."
She looked at me wanting another answer and just sighed "Ok I will but I still hate u for this"
"Thank u so much and Sebastian is staying the night btw and u can if u want to alright..."
"Umm ok..." She giggled at the thought and walked over to me and kissed me.
I was shocked because my crush just kissed me and I just kissed Sebastian, that's nasty.
I pulled away and smirked, I walk over to the couch and set down.
Sebastian was mad u could tell, he jumped up and stomped to the room.
I looked bewildered and just shocked it off and looked down.
Carrie baby steps it over to me. "Simon it's ok"
"No it's not" I wipe the tears rolling down my cheeks with my sleeve, and just bite my lip, hard holding back tears.
She walk over and set on her knees in front of me and pulled my face towards hers "its ok.." She whispered it and kissed me with such passion.
I didn't want it to end, but right then I remembered the kiss from Sebastian it felt the same way loving caring and a self healing bubble forever that could never be broken.
"I love u" I heard this from the crack in our mouths each time we went for other kiss.
I didn't care because I loved Carrie and not Sebastian and I was gonna prove it. "I love u to"
She giggles and climbs on top of me, I only thought this. I love her more than Sebastian, i do, I do, i do.
We r kissing with passion as my hands are on her hips and her arms r around my neck I wanted her bad and I didn't want this to stop, I slowly moved my hands down a lil then stopped.
"I want u...plz" she said so lightly but I heard it so I push my hands down her back and on her ass grabbing it w strength and picking her up, I walked to the guest room because I remember Sebastian was in my room. I kicked open the door and threw her on the bed, then I shut the door. I pulled off my shirt as I crawled on the bed towards her while she took off her shirt. I was over her now and kissing her, she wrapped her legs around me and pulled me closer. I gasp and was scared out of my life I heard my heart beating real fast then, nothing all I saw was black then, I fell out.
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Carries p.o.v.
"OMG, SEBASTIAN HELP ME"
I heard footsteps running down the stairs and then the the door flew open. Sebastian was a heavy set person, but was short and fat, he ran to the bed and picked up Simon with no effort.
"Come w me, we r going to the hospital..."
"Is he gonna be ok"
"Idk..."
We got into the car and Sebastian drove the car speeding it but to it was the right thing to do. I look in the back sit and saw Simon looking lifeless but I saw him breathing, his eyes where shut and his head tilted towards me.
I turn in my sit and ball up, and then, the tears came. It wasn't like a lil year and one by one every minute or so, it was a like a thousand tears in a second. I was scared he was gonna die and then, I was gonna be blamed for it.
"It's ok Carrie, he will be alright, this happens sometimes when his hearts beats really fast, so I'm guessing he was scared..."
"It was just that..." I was gonna tell him but it was none of his business so I lied. "He was worried that I was mad at him and I'm guessing he just got all happy when I said it was ok and he fell out..."
Sebastian just rolled his eyes and then he wiped a tear from my face, he smiled and turned the corner to the hospital.
We parked it and automatically three doctors and a nurse came out and put Simon on a girdle. I was crying and Sebastian wrapped his arm around me and walk me to the waiting room.
"It's gonna be ok he always pulls through"