𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳

part-5

I am starting to think that agreeing with Nate is a bad idea.
I dont even know the guy and he asked me to go out with him

That's literally the reason why he asked you to go out so you can get to know to each other

Your right, now im outside the school going home when i see a tall handsome guy walking towards me, Nate

"Hey shy girl" he smiled, HE SMILED

"Hey" i said simply

God your so boring

"So when are we planing on-" he continued to talk but as i look behind him i see an angry Melissa coming towards us

"YOU BITCH" she was mad, she pulled my hair and a fell to the ground starigbt to my ribs.

I groan in pain, and wrap my arms around my ribcage, damn that hurt

" MELISSA what the fuck is wrong with you" Nate was about to rush at me but Melissa grabed his arm

" I warned this bitch, i warned her to stay away from you, YOUR MINE"

"What the fuck are you talking about, i never liked you " it was Melissa's turn to talk now and what she said it turned my world upside down

"That's not what you said a week ago, you were begging me to go out with you, and that night you were screaming my name, you were fucking begging me to fuc-"

I get up so fast that I didn't care about my broken ribs, i run so fast that my throat hurts so much

"JENIFER"  i hear Nate calling my name, im so stupid to think that a boy like him would actually like- NO not like, he would even THINK about me or my feelings.

Im just the shy girl for him, i just a freak to everyone, even though my mother thought i was a freak when i was born she didnt love me at all

Here i am now, sitting in the edge of a cliff, this is my comfort place i come here every time when i need to clear my head from all the shit thats going on

And for your information i am crying, not because I liked Nate and we broke up, its not like that, im crying cause no one cares about me, not to mention my father he left when i was born even if i saw him I wouldn't recognize him

What kind of a person is that, leave they're wife and they're child. What the heck

Nora is the perfect child, and i always was the second choice to everyone, especially to my mom, she always compares me to Nora, but i stay quiet.

Nora had her time with dad and she always brings that to me, cause i never did

" Why me" i said while sobbing
" Why does it always have to be me, WHY AM I ALWAYS THE SECOND CHOICE"  scream as tears rush down my face like a waterfall

I fell on my knees and cried my heart out " why me.." i continued saying the same thing over and over

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I walk inside the house with red puffy eyes, i see mom passed out in the couch with a whisky bottle in her hand, why am i not surprised

I go upstairs and straight to my room, i dont even know why am i crying i dont even like Nate, i didn't date him

Jenifer its not because Nate fucked the whole school, its because you are to naive and believe people, you have to stop doing that and try to believe that it will be alright

Thanks, i needed that

I wear my pajamas and go under the covers, when i reach for my phone I see there are 3 messages and 2 calls from Nate, shit i forgot i have his number

Nate:

Jenifer plss answer my calls

Where are you??

JENIFER ANSWER MY CALLS.

The messages said, i left him on read and didn't text him back.

I put my phone on airplane mode and put ot on my nightstand, i pull my covers above my head and silently start crying again.

I put my headphones on and listen to sad music

Jenifer your such a pathetic person

Thanks i know that

While listening to music i feel my eyes getting shut slowly as i let myself asleep.
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