Part-22

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The car ride is silent, i can feel there is a lot tension and its making me uncomfortable

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The car ride is silent, i can feel there is a lot tension and its making me uncomfortable. But then it hits me, why where they in the hospital in first place?

"w-why you guys where in the hospital in first place?" i mean its not like i care but why not.

" your mother wasnt feeling well so i took her to the hospital." 

" why whats wrong with you?"

"i- im gonna tell you when we go home" she still has the audacity to say ' home '

" sure have it your way"

" so uhh have have you been?" mom asked

" well uhm I've been better" that actually a lie " since i found out Mr Bennet was my father, I've been a little confused but overall im doing okay." 

" why where you in the hospital?" Nick asks

" i saw some things that triggered some not that great memories and had a panic attack."

" glad youre okay now" this guy really creeps me out

***

we arrived in the house and well... its looks the same as i left it. But something is different, the flowers once i plant there are all gone, there is absolutely no life in them, just like me once.

i see Nick grabs my moms arm and tell her something, but he is like breaking my moms arm and he is whisper yelling at her and she is also doing the same. then she turns to me.

" get your stuff and get the hell out" what the fuck just happened, earlier she just acted all motherly now she doesn't want to do anything with me.

" o-okay?" i  mean thats what i would do no need to tell me, gosh.

i went inside but i can still hear Nick tell my mom something, i guess they are fighting. who cares

I started going up the stairs, memories climbing like the blood circulating in my head, i stopped walking for a second to gain strength and walk in my room, i started to feel a bit dizzy and my eyes blacked out. Shit. i need to continue and take my iron medications, i stayed still for some seconds before starting to walk again.

im in front of my bedroom as i open the door. Holy shit its the same, she didnt touch a thing that day she kicked me out, all my clothes, my books, my everything is all smashed. Tears little by little start to fill my eyes as i took a bag from my closet and start to get all my clothes from the floor. while grabbing my clothes under them was a pack of razors,  my eyes went immediately to my arms and my thighs memories flashing before my eyes of the dark days i spent here, in this room, in this house. I throw the pack away and kept putting my clothes in the bag.

" for a girl who doesn't do fashion, you have a lot of clothes!"  I hear Nicks voice, goosebumps rushed into my skin as i shiver 

"i-im gonna get all my clothes and other stuff so i dont bother you anymore, it wont take long." i stared to rush a bit 

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