The Birth Of Elle Nygma. #3

1- Where was I?

Rosier/Punk2- Brakence

Was this really life?

The girl stumbles out of a bar, "Fuck you!" She shouts, "Yeah Yeah, Have a good morning Elle." The bouncer rolls his eyes, slamming the door behind him, It was 6 am, and The city was just waking up, she rubs her eyes as she makes her way home, "Let me in..." She pounds on the door with a weak fist, Max opens it, "Elle- where have you been all night-", "The bar." She stumbles past him, into the hall, and into her room, it smelt like rot, pictures on the wall, a red string connecting the dots, she collapses on the bed, "Your sister called, she wants to know why you won't answer her.", "Max, I've known who I am again for a year, and I am hurt for what she did- YOU of all people should understand.", She pulls off her clothes, grabbing a random shirt to put over her naked body, "If you don't answer her she's gonna come down here, and then she's going to be really mad- call her when you wake up- also please take a shower, or aurora is going to have to hose you down again." He sighs, shutting the door behind him as he left, the girl lays back in bed, staring at the ceiling, her ears ringing and her head pounding, she turns over, holding herself in her arms, all she felt was numbness, it is all shes felt for years...

"Did you hear whose getting out of jail?", "Ian? Oh, Elle's gonna be so-", "No, Max, Not Ian, Liam.", His heart drops, "Wa-What-", "They've been working on it since you came back alive, technically he didn't kill you since your alive." The pink-haired girl says as she spoons cereal in her mouth, leaning against the counter, Maxknits his eyebrows together, "Well then...", "If he tries to hurt you Pheonix will kill him- right baby?" She looks over at her boyfriend, The tall boy smiles, "I will not kill him- But I will arrest him." He leans down kissing the girl as he puts on his tie, "I'll see you two at dinner- Three? Elle?", "Possibly, see you tonight baby, I love you.", He hugs his girlfriend before leaving, Aurora smiles, "Anyways, How are we getting Elle out tonight?", "No clue."...

"It's weird that I keep sending these Emails, You don't even have access to them, but I think it helps me, I disappeared 4 years ago today, and I still feel like I'm gone, even if I'm not, I should be 22, but I'm still 18, physically anyways, mentally I feel even younger, I feel like I just keep reverting to our days together, I can't visit you, I know I keep saying that, but it's true, I can't bring myself to get up, other then to drink I spend my days in my bed, and plus, you're in isolation, I keep wondering how you look, probably the same, It feels okay that your gone, I mean I should miss you, but I don't really, I do But I don't, Blythe keeps trying to call me, You give up finding your sister and then suddenly want to talk to her? It sucks, she sucks, If she were missing I would never stop trying to find her, even on my death bed, I would never stop. -Elle Nygma."

"Elle, please come to dinner, Everyone will be there.", "Everyone who stopped looking for me- Yeah no thanks.", "What about Noah- You like Noah!", "I liked Noah before he decided he hated me for loving him.", "Hazel?", "I do miss Hazel, but I heard a rumor that she's like a raging lunatic.", "Good you two will get along, dinner is at 7:30."...

Only Love Can Hurt Like This- Paloma Faith

Elle decided to go to that stupid dinner, She put on a nice dress that showed her body off, 5-inch heels, and expensive jewelry, she didn't do her makeup, so she looked a little whorish with the black eyeliner dripping down her eyes, and her hair was sorta a mess, the long black mess, but she looked like Elle, it made Max happy, and soon they made their way downtown, a fancy restaurant that Lexxi Luther owned, they felt out of place, Aurora held her boyfriend's hand, Elle held onto max, they were last to show up, per usual, laughing in the distance as they got closer, the room became silent as they entered, Elle stopped in her tracks, she couldn't get herself to walk closer, anger bubbling up, she had that scary look in her eyes, everyone knew what that meant, "Elle, Come on..." Max whispered, she couldn't move, it was like a bubble of anger surrounded her, like a fish tank, heat feeling to her head, and her hands, her knees weak, "Elle-", "Sorry." She followed max to their seats, "Well then, this should be fun huh?" Lexxi chuckled, Blythe was the only person to laugh along, soon they both stopped, sensing the tension, and everyone broke into little conversations, Elle just stared at the food on her plate, she was afraid that she would blow up if she spoke, so she reached in her clutch and pulled out a cigarette as well as a small bottle of vodka, pouring it into her already alcoholic drink, before chugging the whole thing down, and then lighting the cigarette, "I thought you were sober." A voice says, the girl looks up, directly across her, "I was sober 4 years ago before you all decided I wasn't worth it, Blythe." She smiles annoyingly, "We looked for you for a year and a half, Don't be mad that we wanted to move on with our lives.", Elle scoffs, "I'm mad that you didn't come back when I remembered everything! It's the same thing over and over again! Last time you lied about- him- and this time- you gave up on me, so it's fine! It's fine Blythe I don't care anymore! I get it! You didn't want me! So it's fine." She rants, she bangs her hands on the table, and everyone could feel how frustrated she is, "I'm sorry." She sets her hands down on her lap, breathing in and out deeply, "No... we're sorry." Lexxi says, "We should've checked in on you..." Blythe sighs, Elle shakes her head, "If it makes you feel better, Ian never stopped trying to find you, he called me every week until he was put in isolation." Anna speaks, "He liked to talk about you, about how much he loved you, I think it's the only thing that kept him sane.", Elle could feel her heart hurting, it always hurt when she heard his name, she hadn't even said his name since she came back, "What was this dinner for- to bring up old memories?-", "To catch up with old friends Elle." Lexxi rolled her eyes, "And, I wanted you all to know, that Ian is getting out of isolation next month, so if any of you wanted to visit him, you can.", Elle's heart lit up, Max nudged her, a small smile on his face, but soon Elle fell flat again, tears forming in his eyes, "What-", "I can't visit him.", "What- why not?" Lexxi asked, "The ex-criminally insane can't visit current prisoners." She stared blankly at her plate, "Oh Elle-", "I want to leave.", She pushes out of her chair, storming out, "Where is she going?" Blythe asks, "Her favorite bar is down the street, ill pick her up before we go home."...

She giggles as she sips her drink, "Your cut off after this one...", "Oh come on jas... spear an old friend..." she pleads, "You are not an old friend, your my Ex-Fiance's sister.", "Why weren't you at that stupid dinner?", "I didn't want to see any of them, wasn't friends with them when I lived there, not gonna be friends with them now." He dries whiskey glasses, "At least you got the bar." Elle smiles goofily, leaning back in her chair, she falls over, "Ow..." She groans, she gets up, leaning against the bar, "He only got the bar because he wanted it more..." Another voice speaks, "B-Blythe H-h-", Elle falls over again, Jasper and Blythe both look down at her, "I'm okay." She gets up quickly, "Hi Jasper, this place looks great.", "T-Thanks..." He smiles nervously, "Gag, I have to go-" She trips over the bar stool, "Go home." She pops back up, and Blythe grabs her wrist, Elle quickly tugs it away, "Max is waiting for you in the car.", "Yeah, whatever." She walks out, Leaving Jasper and Blythe alone, "How have you been?" She asks, smiling as she walked toward the bar, "Good... You?" He asks, nervously, "I'm okay... I've missed you Jas..." She smirks, "You have?", "I have... We have some business we need to take care of.", "Business? What is it?", "We need to get the Misfits back together... You in or not?", "I- Blythe half of them hate each other.", "Which is exactly why we need to bring them together again. so are you in... or not?"...