Forever? ||

38.

Her body was numb. Her eyes opened and she found herself on the edge of the pool. Everyone was gathered there. She gasped , taking a deep breathe.

She didn't know what happened. She felt like she would die.

" teju ? "

" theek hai ? "

" Chal aaja " Namish nudged her from the side to make her get up and at the same time Karan forwarded towards her too

" I felt like i was trapped " she finally let out not acknowledging any of the two . She looked at rohit sir panicked.

" kya hua baba... Uth chal ... "

" sir , i thought i would die... I fucking pssed out " she finally gained her senses back. Everything was a blur. The only thing she  remembered was  taking out the fourth flag and then waking up at the edge . 

" Haa baba... Uth ... And lie down here and just breathe " The team got her a bathrobe. Karan quickly offered her a hand and the other one went to her shoulder to hold her . She didn't realise it was him until she sat on the block wearing the bathrobe. As soon as she realised it was him , she jerked away his hand subtly .

Hurt flashed in his eyes at her action . He stepped back a little as others asked her well being and she narrated what happened.

***

She got the fear fanda. She couldn't explain how fucking done she was with everything. It all felt like absolute hell. Being away from karan , losing the task and then her eye was hurting .

She didn't tell anyone that it was hurting. She smiled bitterly when she thought how he would have scolded her for keeping her pain away .

The pain had worsened till morning to an extent that she had to go to the medical team.  They had inspected and told her it was an eye hemorrhage. They told her it would go away on its own in atleast a week.

If knowing she had the fear fanda didn't hurt much , this definitely did. It meant she won't be able to perform the elimintation stunt. Which meant only one thing that she was going home. She couldn't take it. She had worked so hard this whole time. Performed every stunt without fearing anything . She gave her best and this is what she gets ? She gave her everything to the show . . she had given her heart to karan too but hurt was what she got in return.

Why was this happening to her. Why did she had to go through all this ?

" Ganpatti Bappa why ? " Her voice shaked as she dialed her mom. Her mom was all she needed right now. Everything was slipping away from her and she had nothing to hold onto.

" Aai " she cried out as soon she picked up the phone

***

She was feeling a bit better after talking to her mom. She was heading for a meeting with the production team as she was called in .

" I know right .. It will be fun .... Atleast i know nyaanu . I don't know any other contestant of bigg boss personally. If he wasn't going , i would have backed out " She heard akasa's voice and paused in her tracks. Akasa ended the call and spotted her and waved at her

She greeted teja cheerfully and asked about her health.

" Ummm. i am soryy i heard your conversation... " teja fumbled