Eyes of the dark

Why me?

I walked out of school mad but embarrassed.
Why did this happen?
Now i feel like a fool.
I walk through the front door to see the person i despise.. My mother.
God. Why does this happen to me?
I want to just run away and never come back, but i can't.
"COME HERE NOW YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!!" My mom said.
I can see her anger in her.
I walk towards my mom.
"WHY DID U LEAVE THE HOUSE?"
"I had to go to pick up some stuff." I said trying not to make it seem like im lying.
I had to lie because if i told them i'm going to school. They wouldn't let me go and that was the only place to escape.
"WE DID NOT TELL YOU TO LEAVE THE HOUSE!"
I could smell the beer all over her.
I wanted to throw up.
"I'm sorry i just had to get something important." I said nervous.
"I DO NOT CARE! YOU BITCH!"
My mom was walking towards me.
I knew that this wasn't going to be good.
So i started running upstairs.
To late. "oh no."
Before i could blink. My mom grabbed me by the hair and started to drag me down the stairs.
I screamed in pain because i fell on my back. Which felt like shit.
"SHUT UP!" My mom yelled.
When we got to her destination. In the living room.
Or should i call it piece of garbage.
My mom threw me where the glass was at where my dad usally throws his beer.
I felt a sharp pain go into my arm.
Then i knew this was going to happen.
My mom started to punch my face.
I felt hot tears go down my face.
She begins to hit, kick and yk the rest.
It felt like forever.
I was screaming for her to stop, but she didn't listen but just grin at hitting me.
Finally she stopped when it looked like she was tired.
She went to sleep in the bedroom upstairs and that was my time to run.
I go to my room and cry while looking at 4 pieces of glass in my arm.
I try to pull the glass out but atleast i got 2 of them.
The other 2 was to small to get.
So i just let it be.
I looked at more bruises and blood on my body.
I hated my parents but i still didn't want to leave them because i still loved them.
I heard nothing. Like nothing.
I went to go check in the bedroom where my mom was sleeping.
When i snuck in while tip-toeing.
I saw this big pile of stuff ontop of the drawer.
I am a curious girl, so of course i went to look at it.
I saw this one file. Of my birth certificate.
I opened the file and looks at the picture of me.
I looked some more of the birth certificate.
My face then turned into a stunned face.
I cant believe this.
My parents aren't my real parent's?
What the hell? I whispered pissed off.
I check the birth certificate again and i see that my last name wasn't Gellas and when i checked and see that my real parents and even my real family's rest of name's were all crossed off.
My thoughts were going crazy.
So all this time my parent's weren't my real parents?
Will i ever find out who my real family is?
I was taking out of my thought's when i heard my mom yawn.
I quickly put the files back but kept a picture when i was a baby and i ran to my bedroom.
I wanted to cry out of anger but i couldn't.
I stayed silent for the rest of the day while looking at my picture and thinking...
Will i ever see my real family again?..