You cry into Lando's shoulder as you see the two lines on the test. Your heart stopped and you felt like you had died. You have always wanted a baby but right now felt like the worst time. Lando lifted your head with the palm of his hand and whispered
"Pierre is going to be happy, trust me I know him."
You only managed to smile a weak smile, yes you did trust Lando as he was your best friend out of all the drivers but something deep inside was telling you that it wasn't going to be that easy.
Pierre was currently back home in France and had been for a few days but wasn't due back for another 2 weeks. You knew something was wrong so you made up an excuse saying you had a tone of work and couldn't get any time off.
Pierre POV
I had only been back home for a few days but missed Y/N. I was supposed to be staying for 2 weeks but couldn't wait to get home so I decided to surprise her and fly back a few days early.
I messaged her to ensure she was still at home and hadn't gone anywhere.
Pierre: Babe, have you got work tomorrow? as there will be a surprise waiting for you at home between 1 pm and 3 pm xx
Y/N: Gorgeous, yes I do but it is a short day so starting early around 7 but to finish around 12 xxxx
Pierre: Good cant wait for your reaction love you loads baby xxxx
Y/N: Love you too xxx
You were a little confused as to what this could be as not only were you surprised about the pregnancy but now this. You didn't really like surprises and you thought Pierre knew that.
You went to bed that night very confused and a little scared as to what this surprise was as you couldn't work out if it was going to be good or bad.
Buzzz Buzzz Buzzz, your alarm echoed the entire room making you jump in your sleep. You slowly but eventually made it out of bed at 6 am and into the shower. While in the shower you suddenly got this excruciating pain in the lower part of your stomach. (a pain like you have never felt before, it wasn't like period cramps.) You turned off the shower and ran over to the toilet and threw up. The more you were sick the more the pain got worse. Right now all you needed was Pierre to hold your hand and tell you, you were going to be alright. But you still hadn't figured out how to tell him yet.
By the time you had finished getting ready you were late for work so yet again you called in sick. With the pain still really bad you decided to just get back into bed and just sleep it off.
While you were in deep sleep you had a dream which almost felt real, it was Pierre it had been 2 weeks and he was back home already he fell onto the bed and put his muscular arms around you and squeezed you tight it felt so weird as it really felt like he was next to you on the bed.
After a few short whiles, you hear Pierre's voice soft and quiet. You thought you were back in your dream but you couldn't have been because the light from the widow was blinding you. You open your eyes and squealed in fright as Pierre was on the other side of the bed with his arms around you.
You pushed him away and ran to the bathroom, the pain was still bad and you needed to throw up again but didn't want him to hear. There was a loud but almost silent knock on the door, you wiped your mouth and without trying to throw up you spoke
"Yeah I-I-I won't b-b-e-e an s-s-e-c-c" Your mind was absolutely mashed as you didn't think that he was coming back for 2 more weeks and had not planned at all how to tell him.
You take your phone from off the counter and text Lando to ask for advice.
Y/N: Pierre is home like right now Idk what to do I haven't thought about this and I don't want to face him because I feel bad not telling him.
Lando: Aww that's sweet maybe he missed you too much he just had to come back lol. I'm not good with this like I told you the other day he is going to be happy and you just have to tell him in your own way I genuinely cant tell you how to tell him it has to come from the heart.
Y/N: ok thank you, but he will flip his lid if he finds out you were the first one I told and not him.
Lando: don't worry I'll act surprised when he tells me I promise, now go and tell him before he finds out some other way.
You get up and open the door.
"SURPRISE" Pierre shouts with his arms out waiting for a hug, you lean in but don't hug him back. His face drops and you immediately start crying on the inside as seeing him like this is truly sad and upsetting .
"Y/N are you ok? did you not want me to come back? are you not pleased that I'm here early? I missed you so much that I just had to come back my heart was breaking not spending any time with you." he says as he sits down next to you on the bed and puts his hand on your back.
You couldn't help it you leaned into him and burst into tears. Pierre put his arms around you and his chin on your head he squeezed you tight as if to say "what's up are you alright". He didn't say anything for what felt like hours. Eventually, he lifted your head up with his hand and placed a light kiss on your lips.
"I'm so sorry baby." You managed to say between sobs
"I should have told you sooner please don't hate me".
Pierre wiped the tears away with the pad of his thumb and whispered
"You're scaring me please tell me I hate seeing you like this whatever it is I could never hate you."
You inhaled a deep breath then whispered back
"I lied, I haven't been to work, I'm so sorry..." you couldn't say anymore as you had to throw up so you quickly ran to the bathroom, Pierre ran with you and kneeled down beside you holding your hair back and rubbing your back.
Once you had finished you leaned up against the wall while out of breath you blurted out
"I'm pregnant" More tears began to trickle down your face as you turn to face Pierre.
His face imminently changed from scared to an expression you usually see on a little boy on Christmas day.
He picked you up and placed you on the bathroom counter, his lips smashed against yours as his hands were on your stomach.
Your breathing became normal and your tears disappeared. Pierre pulled away and looked deep into your eyes as he smile the biggest smile you have ever seen. He leaned in and spoke softly
"Wait, I'm going to be a dad, we're going to be parents. No way really baby."
As he says this he picks you up bridal places you down gently in bed then runs round the other side and gets in he snuggles down and puts his arms around you pulling you extremely tight.
"Wow I can't believe we are starting our own little family," He says in a muffled voice as your hair was coving his face. After a few minutes, you feel his grip get weaker and his breathing becomes normal you knew he had gone to sleep. You smiled and whispered
"Neither can I baby, neither can I."
