5 month had passed, and I hand't seen the pure face again all occasions I attend all I wished to see was her pure face, her cute smile, and her smart gaze. I don't know what about that girl that pulls me toward her. why I feel that way when she arounds me I fee like I know her, I feel like she is a piece that had been missing inward me, and just with her around it pieces back. I feel she fulfills my emptiness, shining my darkness. I'm always not that close with people in my life because of their dishonesty, two faces they always wear. I don't know why I'm like that perhaps because I'm so deep person. In my whole life I haven't found someone who understand me the way I am. When I'm among , or with people I feel like I don't fit in, don't belong to where I live. Every things about them are different to mine, the way the talk, think,and act. I feel like as a lost alain who came out from its world, and forced to just act like the people it surrounds by because it has to, like when you live in some another county as a Foreigner you have to dress like them not in your Indian dress for example if you were live in United States you can't go to bar, club, or parting with that. you probably would turn questionable eyes toward you, have talk in their language for them to understand you, and you may even found yourself act like they do. I feel lost, and just want to go back where I belong which really I don't know where . Maybe that the reason I need her because I feel like belong to her somehow will I see her someday?!!. I took a promise to myself that I will ask for her number or anything 4 time I see her.
I was curling up in the sofa watching rondam videos on Facebook when a a girl in the video caught my eyes, wow. is she really looks like the pure face or I'm just imagining that because I miss her I stared at her feature once more time, yeah, she looks like her, but not that much just a little bit, but comparing to a girl I once foun that similars to her that I set her picture on my phone's screenlock just to remember her every time I see her she nothing.
I don't know what my life means by doing that to me once I try to forget her it reminds me to her again for 1000 time is it doing that ?! to make me more pathetic, and desperate or what ?!. as a hunger person who every time he opens his mouth to take the bite life giving to him it pulls backward its hand teasing him, and does same thing untill when he Findlay got disappoint in, it remains the same action again and again , and goes like that with not giving him nor does it leave him alone to find something else. But i have to forget I may not see her for ever I know from the beginning my life won't give me what I want, and to prove that to me she teasing by showing me people like her I got more shock when I see a thrid person who looks exactly likes her
I know you might think that I'm crazy or something but I swear to god that what happened, and this one is an Hollywood actress I searched for her name, and the name of the tv show that I saw the scence of it on fb, and from that day I beganwatching her serie, and go for her photos staring at her which makes me feel comfortable.
You think seeing her three times, and people who look like her is sign ?!!!
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RomanceA few hours later We were preparing to head home when I suddenly whipped around and captured the pure face eyes who at same time did so I swear I felt something visible like gravity was drawing me toward her automatically, you see, when you hold two...
