You Are MINE

chapter 8

"You must be kidding me, girl!" Said sarah on the adge of my bed while I was fiting other clothes through my suitcase that thrown open on." I don't wanna stay here any more" I sighed feeling upset to leave my family, but at the same time kind of happy to finally get the life that I've been dreaming of." But why ?!!" Just like that" to
be honest Sarah i don't feel I belong her and there's girl inside me has to come out, and enjoy life the way she please without the fucking rules.

" I need to work" I glanced at her zipping the suitcas." I believe you" she scoffed." Sarah, please don't make a big deal of it. I'm not traveling obraod" ok ok don't get mad. So where wil you be staying?" Here we go again I didn't believe my family left me alone, and you want to  start it again" I just wanna know" I'll tell you everthing, but know I have to go ok"

I was leaning on the car mirror feeling unexpectedly so upset I didn't know that leaving family wouldn't have been that hard, and to be honest despite whole the emtiness I feel with them around this one I feel right now is nothing comparing to that. I closed my eyes remaining the picture of my mom when I told her that I want to move out to another city for work of course she refused at first because of that damn tradition girl where I live should not live by her own, or even lives in another city for work even if she would earn millions from that they prefer for their gilrs to be at home all the time doing nothing in their life because that what they THINK is better for them until their husband come and take them to a live that might be more harder than their family life where he would boss them around just because he's their husband and they MUST listen to him wether they like it or not. ugh, is that life or a prison?!.

When my mom realize how insistent I were she cave in knowing that I wasn't there to ask for her permission, but just to let her know because she knows I did it once and I would do it again maybe that why she think it's better to let me go in peace but that  didn't happen without asking me a lots of questions of where I will be staying, with whom, and what kind of job I will do.

The taxi pulled off in front of tall building, I got out, handing him the money, and asking him to open the trunk to take my suitcase out. Opening the door of my apartment I entered in dragging my suitcase with me. The apartment was not that small or that big there were three rooms, two bathrooms, and kitchen. The most thing I like was the living room it was specious enough, and the decor of the home was so simple which never mind to me for now. I took off the black fabric that cover my body,and hair, and threw them on the sofa along with my thin body inhaling, and exhaling. I still like that for like an hour hands on my belly while I was staring at the ceiling thinking about my mom, and sisters are they now sad about  me leaving either, or doesn't matter to them at all. I haven't imagined I would have been this upset because I left my mom for the second time of my life since she used to be a tiger mom, and we were not that close as a daughter and mother nor even as friends we even sometimes don't talk for weeks unless if she asked me about  something and the answer was as short as than you ever imagine. I can see sometimes how she tries to make things work between us but  that won't happen  because she can't be the mom that I want, but anyways thank god that I have one there are others who die to have one. I set up and took out my  phone from my pure to tell to my supervisor that I would start working by to tomorrow morning willing god. A few hours had passed, and there was no call from my mom to make sure if I arrived safely as every mom does, or even my sisters. My mom is something else you can't even imagine she's 's kind of hard woman who doesn't show her emotions she is a man in waman body but despite all that she is the kindest woman in the world I know you will say how can someone be so kind and they're not nice to their own children it's kind of complicate to express that to you. I was about to open the refrigerator in the kitchen when I heard my phone ringing I rushed out of the kitchen hopping to be one of my family. I looked at the name( my older sister) that showed on the phone screen, and taped on the green sign." Hi. you didn't call to tell us that you arrived"

I didn't do that because I was hopping to you to do so." Yeah.   because I no longer arrived" I see. So how the city.  you like it there?"
" sis I'd just arrived" i said sitting on the couch's hand." I meant as first impression" still don't know " ok, I'll you rest now" ok, good night" I hung up the phone throwing it on the sofa I turned back to kitchen. I found nothing there I sighed as I walked back into the living room, and into what I assumed to be my bedroom. I opened the painted white door putting my bare feet on the wooden floor which I really like as my eyes wandered around the painted white walls there was nothing hanging on no clock nor picture or shelves except the the big white window that facing me right way. My eyes wandered down from the window to the middy bed that right blew it, and two nightstands on each sides of it. I completed entering the room up to the bed sitting on it I opened the drawers of one of the nightstands, but found nothing. I spread my body in the middle of green soft sheet what made me felt a bit comfort, and surprisingly found myself yawning which was unusual me to sleep that early