LOCKED UP

Part 1- Friday

(This isn't going to be a very long story)..... So I wake up on Friday at 7:25 already the day starts off fucked up. So I rush to figure out what I want to wear and I can't come to a conclusion so I just throw on my black an grey underarmor shorts with a grey nike hoodie.The car ride to school is always filled with silence other than when dawn try's an brake the awkward silence. Minutes later I'm at school and I notice I had a text from my girlfriend and it wasn't the kinda text you want to read. So I quickly go inside that hellhole of a school an look for her an I grab her by the arm an at this point I'm about to break into tears and all that's said is "I think we need to take a brake" hearing those words broke me (even tho it's my fault for the break) all I can do when I get to class is sit down put my head down an cry. The day goes on an I continue trying to talk to my girlfriend Sydney😍 but nothing much is said it's just awkward sad ness I'm standing there thinking "why am I such a fucktard" an then she says" I gotta go "an walks away. Then we are at lunch this is wear me an her always were together happily an loving every moment but this time it was just sadness an anger.So I try an talking but that only makes it worse she quickly runs to the bathroom followed by her friends an another man or girl idk but after that I go get food an shortly after she comes in an her friend sees me laughing an tells me to shut up (I was laughing cause kurtis was being a fag) an they thought I was laughing at her So I looked her friend in the eye and said "FUUUCK YOOOU" an of course my luck there's a teacher there so I am told to go to the office and of course that sets me off (cause I can't get in trouble cause probation) then I get up throw my food on the floor and then I go out of the lunchroom and punch the glass door. So there I sit an them mr Outman says your dads on his way and then I just break down because all I want is to make my dad proud but I keep failing. So he picks me up and takes me home an I go up to my room an just fucking cry and cry and then I hear "son" an I say "what?!!!" And he said "your leaving"an I said " wear" he says "LOCK UP"