Part 2- friday/saturday

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So my dad drops me off at the courthouse and we go into the prbantion waiting room and we talk to my probation officer an she looks pissed. So there I am staring put the window just thinking to myself "what the fuck am I gonna do?!!!" So shortly after that she says "we will walk to the car" an I look out the window an look at my dad an see him on the verge of tears that is basically the walk of shame for a parent. So we are in the car and were heading to the jail and it's the most boring car ride ever! I sat there thinking about one person... Sydney 😍 I'm miles away from her and she doesn't even know were I am it's a painful feeling.All I can think about is that is she going to care about me or were I am or if she even wants to see me, all I know is I miss her SO much!!!!!! So what seems like forever we finally pull up to a place it reads [roscommon juvenile detention center] and I'm like "fuck"..So I walk in an I'm greeted by this old ass dude he says "you ready to have fun" sarcastic fucker. So he has me take a shower at the time I was only one in there
Then he shows me to my cell an there I'm greeted by a cool nigguh named Samuel..
So I sit in there righting letters to my mom,dad,and Sydney❤️ an out of nowhere Sam says "why you crying?" I say "because I miss my fucking girlfriend an she won't be there for me when I'm out" (I hadn't known I was only gonna be there for three days).But later that night all I could do was pace back an forth an think about
her when we did our pt [physical training] I got done as soon as I could so I could fall asleep an see my baby girl 😊... So then I wake up the next day we go shower an that was so weird an all the sudden I have a fucking finger in my ass!!! So then an there I'm done showering an then go back to my cell And think about HER ALL ffucking DAY!!!! 😍❤️😭

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