I woke up and had absolutely no motivation to get out my bed. I spent most of the night staring the wall and thinking about her. I don't even know if I feel bad for what I said to y/n but she's still heavy on my mind. I'm guessing she blocked me on damn near every form of communication platform.
𝐾𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑘
𝐾𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑘
"Can I come in", I heard from the outside of my door. I didn't answer and turned to face the opposite way of the door. I heard the door open and then close after.
"I need you to go apologize to y/n's mother and father". It was my dad...as expected.
"No, I already did".
"Kawaki, I already know whatever apology you gave was bullshit...so I'm not gonna ask again..get up and go give them a sincere apology".
I wanted to say every mean and outa pocket things I could come up with to this man. He acts like he's my real dad.
Instead of being a bitch. I got up and roughly hit my shoulder against as a walked out my door. He was talking to me but all it sounded like was he under water trying to talk. I grabbed my keys and slammed the door behind me. I got in my car and drove off.
I pulled up to her house but I sat in my car for a good minute. I got out my car and slammed my door. I walked up to the door and knocked 3 times.
𝐾𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑘
𝐾𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑘
𝐾𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑘．．．
The door slowly opened and to my fucking surprise. It's y/n..she had a black hoodie on and spandex on. She looked pissed but also very tired.
"Leave", she said suddenly.
"No, I have to apologize to your parents".
"And not me?", she said stepping closer to me. She was really mad.
"No, just your parents".
"Your a waste of their time and to be honest your a waste of everyone's time. All you do is come into peoples lives to ruin them. You're a fake bitch, you're a fucking snake. Leave my house and go fuck up somebody else's day".
This whole time my facial expression did not change. I stared at her in the eyes with a blank expression. I snapped out of it when I heard her moms voice.
"What the hell is going on out here?". She said standing at the door.
Y/n looked at her mom and then turned around to look back at me. She looked disappointed. I know her, and when she's disappointed in me her eyes change completely. She walked over and stood next to her mom looking down at the ground.
"I'm very sorry ma'am I just came over to give you a sincere apology. I really shouldn't have been here without your permission the other day, I'm really really sorry".
"Well thank you for coming over and apologiz-". Her mom got cut off.
"I hate you". Y/n said still looking at the ground. Her voice was filled with anger. Her fists were balled up.
"Didn't seem like it when you were screaming out my nam-".
She grabbed me by the shirt and brought me to her room. She roughly pushed me in her room and slammed her door.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU". She yelled at me.
"Nothing". Still had my emotionless expression.
She pushed me against the wall and held both of my shoulders with both of her hands. She didn't look at me in the eyes, she couldn't.
"You were never like this...you were never so fucking toxic and horrible".
"But you love it". I said looking down at her. "You want me y/n. You want me so bad".
She paused. She slowly looked up at me. For the first time I couldn't read her face. Her gaze shifted.
"I want you too". I said looking deeper into her eyes. "And this whole time...you were staring at my lips. You want it".
She looked back into my eyes. Still silent. Her grip loosened on my shoulders.
"I'm not gonna move...I'm not gonna say anything. You're in charge". I said.
