Falling for him (Myles Parrish fanfic)

Chapter 23

Guys im so happy to be back the school took my phone for 2 days because my friend caught someone getting bullied and she to recored on my phone then she went to the teachers me and her she dragged me along with her and the "mean girlz" of the school got suspended for 5 days. coach was right the hammer is gonna drop and the people under it are gonna get hurt.
I guess its payback for them bullieng me for two years after i left the cheer squad cause the were to bossy snd mean and they still are but anyway to the story.

Ashleys pov)
I woke up and made beakfast. hayse was looking a little uncomfortable when we were all eating . I know hayse felt awkward because he was living in a house with three girls. After we were down eating we were all about to make a youtube video and Ariel walked in the house.
"Hey guys Ash guess what."Ariel said closeing the door.
"You tried to sleep with Myles."
"Yes and no , well see it was a accident just like how you and kalin's kiss was a accident."
"Yes it was Ariel , I had no intention to kiss kalin."
"Yeah sure im just going to my room."
"You dont have a room." Lex said.
"What do you mean i dont have a room?"
"You mested up by trying to sleep with my ex-boyfriend."
"Huh trying no we acually did and instead of making fun of me by calling me the little mermaid you she be calling him that cause aint nothing big about him if you know what i meen.(why you lyin)"
"Just get out our house." hayse said.
"Why should i listen to a 15 year old boy does mommy know your here."she said back
"Ariel leave before i call the police."jenn said.
"Im the one who should be calling the cops talking bout little ms.kidnapper."
"Look just go." i said.
"Fine dont come beging me when you need rent money."
After Ariel left we threw out her stuff and me and hayse went shopping for his 'new' room.
We got stopped by many fans but not a lot.
We put hayses room together and it looked really nice(pic of room above^).

"Thanks Ash your the best big sis ever."
"Im your only big sis."
"Lol am i the best little brother?"
"Idk i guess you nash and will should have a compitition."
"We should."
"Your stupid."
"Know your stupid your the one that let Myles slip away from you , you shouldve stayed with him for the last 5 days of the tour but nooo you had to go back home for magcon."
What hayse just told me got into my brain.
"Wait so your saying that this whole thing is my fault."
"No what im saying is you made a bad desision and you should talk to him."
I did what hayse sade and called Myles later after that.
M:hello
A:did you just run a mile myles( get it ).
He was out of breath and breathing heavy.
M:no.
A:why are you breathing so heavy.
M: look ash.. Myles hurry up i want round 2.
Why does this keep happening everytime i try to fix things or call him it just ends up hurting me more.
M: i got to go.
A: wait myles dont..
And all i could hear was the dial tone.
Why just why is all i could think maybe im just not made to be here.
Life is so complicated i just dont want to breathe again or ever.
"Ash whats going on i know your crying i can hear you." lex said behind my bathroom door.
" Nothing im ok."
"Ok... if you say so."
I broke my shaver and took the blade i cut my wrist and i felt releived i guess i should of been siting cause i fell to the floor and everything went black.