Randomness

Moi

What's hiding beneath your mask? Who are you without the hypocrisy? What happened to that sweet little girl I once knew? Where did she go? I want to think she's hiding below the surface, but I'm not so sure anymore. If she is, let her out. If not, I'm so sorry.

Have you lost yourself yet? Trying to be like everyone else, forgetting that you're different. Have you ever looked in the mirror thinking you're not good enough? Have you ever thought the world would be better off without you?Don't deny it, if you have. You're not alone, I've been there. I wish I hadn't been, it was horrible. It wasn't that little girl from five years ago, it was me, but who is that?

Am I just another one of society's clones? Those girls who never think they're pretty enough and always insult themselves. Those girls who wear five pounds of makeup to hide their "ugly" faces. Those girls who act like sluts when they're twelve years old. Those girls who every boy wants, but not for a real relationship. Or am I someone who's different? One who isn't afraid to speak her mind. One who knows she's beautiful without makeup on and doesn't care if her hair isn't perfect. One who waits for the guy who actually wants a real relationship. Where do I fit in with all if this?

I really wish I knew. I try to be different, but then I go back to being a clone. I guess I'm somewhere in the middle. Not a clone or that one different person, but just me. I'm never going to be perfect or completely sure of myself. I'm just going to be me, whoever that is. Who knows, maybe I'll find that out someday.

I can't wait for that day.

A/N
Comment and let me know how you guys feel about society and what it means to be different!