Too Many Chances

Chapter One

"You need to gather up your things and leave" he said grabbing my clothes from the closet. "I need you gone. When I get back I don't want to find a single trace of you here." Containing to grab my clothes and throwing in the bed. I don't want you anymore." Confused, that what I was, I thought we were doing so good. After everything we were finally at a good place. "What do you mean that you don't want me anymore?" I questioned, "I thought  we were fine this morning, what happened?" Trying my best to understand, grabbing his arm trying to stop from throwing my clothes everywhere and for him to talk to me. "Don't touch me" he yank my hand away " it's as simple as that I'm done with you." He stopped to turn to look at me " I'm done with you. Did you really think you were that special to me in the first place. Don't think too highly of yourself. You are nothing to me, absolutely nothing.

"As he is telling me all of this the tears begin to fall down. "Then why?" I whispered. "Why?" he huffed "I'll tell you why," he said, almost mocking me "I'll tell you fucken why." He grabbing my arm, with force, "and I'm going to say this slowly, so you can finally understand. "I'm. Done. With. You. I don't need you. I'm tired of dealing with your needy ass. Your nothing to me, you are worth the same to me as dog shit. I'm embarrassed to been seen with you."

    "I can change, I promise. Just tell me what to do and ill change. I promise I won't be an embarrassment to you anymore." With tears coming down my face. "I promise I'll change, just don' leave me. I have nowhere else to go,..you know that." I grabbed his arm again. "Please Max,  don't make me go please." Falling to the floor, grabbing onto his leg, "please" crying now. Looking out the window, seeing it began to lightly rain . "It's raining Max, please don't make me leave in the rain. Looking up to him, please my Max, I'll change. Please" I said looking up at his towering figure look down at me. "You know I don't like repeating myself Carolina." He said looking down on me. " just look at you...pathetic" he said in disgust, yanking my from his leg and walking away.

    "I'll give you twenty minutes to grab your shit and to get the hell out of my life" he said walking away. Leaving me their in a ball of tears, on the floor. Trying to process everything that just happened. I beginning grabbing my stuff that Max through on the bed, and begin to fold them. "Hurry the fuck up time is ticking." I hear him say, turning around I see him standing by the door, with his arms crossed around his chest. " Hurry up!!!" He yelled "can you imagine if we were ever married, you would have taken half of my shit." He chuckled " now that would have been a nightmare." He laughed. "You know I would never do that to you" I answered back in a whispered tone of voice, I heard no response from him. "Hurry up, you have 15 minutes." He responded " you have no idea how much better I feel that I got this off my chest." He said, he sounded almost relieved.

    I turned to look at him, I was done crying. Now I'm just feeling angry, "Can you stop. Just stop, I don't need you telling me this. I get it, stop rubbing it in my face. You have already broke my heart, I don't need you stopping on it. Just stop fucken stop, just fucken stop" I said. He looked like a dear caught in head lights, because I have never cursed at him. I could see the anger rising up again in him. "What the fuck did you just say to me?" He said walking closer and closer to me. As he got closer I took a step back, until the back of my leg hit the bed. "Say what you just said again, but I want you to say it to my face." He said "go on say it"

    "Just to stop" I whispered. "No sweetheart, I want you to say the exact words, to my face." He said raising his arm to grab my chin to force me to look at him. "Say. It. Again." He said "nothing" I manage to say, Max smiles "See what I mean....Pathetic" he pushed me onto the bed. "Well will you look at that.... time is up." He said with a smile. Grabbing me by my hair, and taking a fistful of my clothes with him. "Time to take out the trash" he said with a smile. "No please Max, don't do this." I pleaded once more.

    "Just stop it already, no wonder your parents decided to drop you off at an orphanage, you're fucken annoying." He said, that shut me up. I felt my whole body go numb. He knew that was a sentive subject for me, and he still brought it up. He opened the from door, I feel the cold rainy breeze entering our- Max's house.

    First he through out my clothes, instantly getting wet with the rain water. Max let go of my hair, and I collapsed to the floor. "For the last time Carolina, get out. Don't make me literally kick you out." He said looking straight at the drive-way. Getting up, making sure I'm standing infant of me. "This is your last chance Max. Because once I step out that door, I won't ever step back in this house again." I said looking straight in those brown eyes that I love so much. "I don't know what happened that made you change your mind about us. But I will always love you no matter what. But this time, if you decided to come back to me or forgive me for whatever I did. I won't be waiting for you." I said touching the right side of his face. Feeling the small stubble barely beginning to grow. "Carolina," he said raising his head too look at me, "Carolina baby, trust me I won't go back to you, not today, not ever. Just do me a huge favor, will you?" He said "go ahead and die."and with that pushing me with full force out of his house.  With me landing on my ass, I stay on the drive way, this was the first ever he has been abusive to me in any way. Still in a state of shock, I don't notice him coming towards me, crouching down. "Good fucken riddance." He said pulling off my necklace off of my neck, he gave me for our 3rd year anniversary. As I slowly stood up, trying to process everything that just happened. I'm slowly getting up, watching Max, walking back to his house.

    It's like everything is going in slow motion. I see Max turn around, I can see his lips moving, but I can make out any of the words. I see two bright lights, only right side, coming towards me. I turn back to look at Max, I see his eyes go wide, looking at me, and looking at right side. He turns to look at me once more, it can see that he looks  frighten for some reason. I turn to look toward the direction the two light coming from. Next thing I knew, is darkness and at this point I just let it take me.