Family first

12. Don't tell me

Zayn and I sat on the bed opposite each other. He looked at me in the eyes with such an amazing smile. I love him so much

"There are a few things I have to tell you before we go visit our family," he said

"Is it like transitions or something?" I asked

"Yes and no asking questions," he said, and I looked down at my knees

"Sorry Zayn," I apologized and heard him chuckle

"It's fine, now it's time to you," he starts. "I see you eat the meat now and enjoy it."

"Yes, I am," I said, smiling at him

"So you know we kill people right to protect you and our family," he said. "The bodies or the people we kill, we dont burn, throw, or bury them."

"Then what do you do with them?" Sh!t another question
"The meat that we eat.. that you eat.. are the people we kill, " he said

WHAT! Cannibals! Cannibals! They are cannibals! I ate the meat too, which means I'm a cannibal as well. I was so shocked, my eyes started tearing up. I got up from the bed and ran to the bathroom. I needed to get this meat out of my body

Zayn walked in and saw me kneeling down in front of the toilet. He ran towards me and held my hair back as I released this human meat out of my body

Once I was done, I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and tried to stand up but instead fell straight back down on the floor. I laid there pathetically thinking about all this meat I ate, i touched, and i cooked. I even enjoyed it, just to find out its human meat

Zayn crawled towards me and put his hand on my hip. I quickly pushed his hand off and got up again. I stumbled on my feet as I made my way to the bedroom

I laid down on the bed and covered my face with my hands. I started crying, thinking about those people I saw them drag into this house

I wish he never told me this. Dont tell me

He came into the room and over to me. He tried to hug me, but I didn't want him to touch me at the time. How could he do that. What if does people had families.

"Zayn, please dont touch me," I said softly while crying

"But baby -" he started as he put his hand on my shoulder

"Zayn. Leave me, " I said, getting more irritated with him

He moved away from me and went into the bathroom. He came back with something in his hand, but I didn't see what it was. I got up and off the bed once he sat down. I started running to the bathroom when I saw it was that same drug he gave me when I first was here

He pulled my hand back, and I fell to the floor, making a loud thump sound when I hit the floor. I yelled in pain before he climbed on top of me. I fought against him as he tried to push the needle in my arm

I felt my eyes get heavy, and I knew he had already injured me. He picked me up and carried me over to the bed. He tucked me in and got in on his side. He held me close to him

I felt safe and loved, but at the same time, I didn't want to be anywhere near him, I couldn't do anything about it

"Goodnight, my love, sleep well." he said soothingly

That was the last thing I heard before I passed out