Part ll. Is It Still A Game

Counseling And Song Dropped

*Bre POV*

Me And Prince Was In This Room Waiting For Somebody I Wasn't Feeling It Today But Later On I'm Going Out With Normani So I Just Through On Some Sweats And Black Tube top And My Black Doc Martin's My Hair Was In A Messy Bun I Was Laying On Prince Shoulder Bout Fucking Sleep

Somebody Walked In The Room And Sat In front Of Us "Breaunna Right" She Said I Opened My Eyes But Still Didn't Say Anything I Don't Wanna Be Here "Yea She's Breaunna And I'm Prince" Prince Said Shaking The Woman Hand "I'm Alyssa" She Said

I Felt Like A Damn Teen Who Wanted Her Fucking Mother At This Moment "So What's The Problem" Alyssa Said Looking At A Paper "I Don't Wanna Be Here" I Said "I See You Don't Wanna Be Here But Something Is Seriously Wrong As What I See" Alyssa Said

"Ain't Nothing Wrong With Me, Here's The Deal His Ass Pulled Me Down Here Saying Some things Wrong With Me" I Said Prince Glared At Me "No Something Is Seriously Wrong With Her" Prince Said "Can You Explain" Alyssa Said "She Umm Blanks Out At Some Moments And Just Stays Still Like She's Fucking Glued And Can't Move, She Also Cries In Her Sleep, She Gets Attitudes For No Fucking Reason And Much More" Prince Said "Could It Be That You Are Holding On To Bad Moments" Alyssa Said I Still Didn't Say Anything Who Is She I Don't Need Nobody All In My Damn Business

"To Get To The Bottom Of This You Have To Work With Me" Alyssa Said "Ugh I Mean How I Can I Let Go Of Memories Like That, They Are Programmed In The Back Of My Head" I Said "Close Your Eyes" Alyssa Said "Excuse Me" I Said Looking At Her Like She Crazy "Bre Just Close Your Eyes" Prince Said

I Closed My Eyes "Say Out Loud Every Thing Or Anybody That Ever Hurt You In Life, Say The Events That Happened" Alyssa Said "I Don't Know If I Can Do That" I Said "Try" Alyssa Said I Closed My Eyes And Started Saying Everything I Don't Like To Talk About

"Prince....Trey.....I Almost Got Raped....I Lost My Child.....I Don't See My Mother Very Often.....I Don't Know My Father....OMG Broke Up" I Said Opening My Eyes

"And Which One Hurts You The Most" Alyssa Said "Losing My Child" I Said "Can You Tell Me Why" Alyssa Said "Wouldn't You Be Hurt Because You Lost Your Child" I Said "Bre" Prince Said "Ugh Because She Was Apart Of Me, I Had Grown Accosutemd To Her, She Was Gonna Be My First Child" I Said Starting To Cry

"And To Know That Something That's Apart Of You Will Never Enter The World Hurts A lot Its Not Something I Can Get Over" I Cried Prince Wrapped His Arm Around My Waist "I'm Sorry I'm Just Emotional" I Said "I Get It Because I Lost My Child To" Alyssa Said "You Did?" I Asked

"Yass But I Believe I Was Way Younger Than You Was I Got Pregnant At 17 And Lost It 5 Months Later" Alyssa Said "How Did You Deal With It" I Asked Sitting Up "I Was Just Like You It Went Own For Along Time I Froze Up, I Stayed In The House Most Of The Time, I Didn't Want Anybody To Touch Me, A Couple Years Later I Noticed That I Was Blaming It On Myself Do You Do That" Alyssa Said I Looked Down "It Is My Fault" I Said "No Its Not Prince Do You Think Its Her Fault" Alyssa Said I Looked At Prince "No" Prince Said "I'm The One That Tripped On The Fucking Stair Nobody But Me" I Yelled Started To Cry Harder That's Why I Didn't Want To Come Here

"Breaunna Calm Down" Alyssa Said "I Got To Go" I Said Getting Up But The Door Was Locked "Let Me The Hell Out" I Yelled Banging On The Door "Bre Chill Out" Prince Said Grabbing Me "Don't Fucking Touch Me" I Yelled "Shhh Shhhh Shhh" Prince Said Grabbing Me As I Slid Down The Wall

"I Was Just Like That, I Lashed Out Also, You Have To Forgive And Forget Breaunna" Alyssa Said I Wanted To Go "Forgive Yourself Breaunna" Alyssa Said "I Can't It Was All My Fault, I Can't" I Cried I Started Hearing Fucking Voices "Stop! Shut Up Shut Up SHUT UP!!" I Yelled Covering My Ears