July 9th, 11:22 pm
Well, I didn't think about dying today. Let me rephrase that; I didn't think about the ways that I could die in the everyday possible accidents but that could happen. Yeaaaah, I'll inbox that on another day.
11:37 pm
Ok I got bored, I'll explain with prior examples before the day is over... walking around my work truck, within seconds a replay like description in my head, two steps out I look up to the left, a car, truck mostly (they hit harder) "crash, bang" the whole 9. Dead.
Next. Driving on the freeway going 75-90mph making a tight turn (there's two here). 1 making the turn, up on a junction (for those who don't know; those two or single narrow laned areas that are usually not grounded but up in the air with concrete borders. Yeah, that.) making my turn, the wheels slipping, the car flips, I hit the concrete it hits me back. 2 I make my turn, the wheels go straight, I hit the concrete I win and I fly straight off into whatever comes next.
The other day I was driving 115 on the freeway and let's just say a car going 75 jumped in front of me, I try to avoid them, but there was a car right on the side, I try to turn back, hit the breaks, completely turn the wheel to avoid hitting anyone else. I avoid them. I don't avoid rolling my car. It's ok, the only part that was in my head was the second part. I did swerve that night, and I did want it to happen.
