is it the end?

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Razors in my hand,
Tears in my eyes,
The pain I feel ,
I still wonder,
I still ask myself,
Where did I go wrong?
My heart is heavy,
My soul has left my body,
My tears are bloody
I dug a hole,
A hole I can't crawl out of,
I still wonder
How did I get here? ,
Will I survive?,
But there's no answer.
The dark days,
The pain you see in my eyes,
Will never leave .

The pain will never stop,
I fought,
I cried.
But here I am,
Still learning to live,
With this pain.
I'm weak,
I've tried,
Once, twice, thrice,
But here I am,
Still breathing,
Walking around with this pain,
I still wonder,
How will I survive?
how will I get away with it?
but there's nobody to answer.
I can't do it anymore .
I'm sorry 

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