FLUFFBALL ~ A KTH FF

❤PAST, PRESENT AND PUNISHMENT ❤(Part-2)

He sat inside his car ready to drive to look for Yn
. He put his head on the steering wheel and breathed heavily thinking about all the worst case scenarios that might've happened to her while she isn't there with him.... And more importantly she isn't around... Nowhere near the car.... God once he gets her back she is in for so much trouble... But the only problem is that he hasn't got her yet..... What if she.... No no no.... Nothing will happen to her.... He will not let her leave him......
He started the engine and began to drive looking around where she is.... He was about to turn to his left towards the next road to look for her in the areas in the vicinity...... But then he heard some familiar voice from the park besides the roadside...
"Hehehe puppy you so cute.... Yniee will ask daddy to take you home... You are yniee puppy... Ok...hehehe...but what should I call you... Ummm your name will be-"
"Lee yn"
Yn turned around to see her daddy but that little soul was so much into playing with the puppy that she forgot what sin she committed.... She didn't even notice the tone in which he called her name....
She looked at him completely unknown to the situation she dragged herself into she clapped her hands and picked the puppy up and took it to Taehyung who stood there fuming with anger and so many other emotions.....
He didn't wait for Yn he just picked her up
"Daddy Daddy what are you doing daddy...
Daddy the puppy... Listen daddy"
He ignored her and just took her bridal style with the puppy in her lap and made her sit on the backseat of the car....
Yn was a little scare because of his attitude... "Daddy what happened... You are not talking to me.... Pwease say something daddy 🥺🥺... Pwease🥺"
What the little girl was unaware was that her punishment has already started with the first thing bein DADDY'S IGNORANCE.....Taehyung was thinking about what all he should do to punish her....there was so much more to come her way when they will reach home....
Yn shrugged the thought when she looked at the puppy in her lap who was tugging on her cardigan which Taehyung made her wear due to cold weather during night.....
The place was about at 30 minutes distance by away from home that's why Taehyung decided to take the car instead of walking which would have been a better option for much shorter distances......
While driving Yn was busy playing with the puppy unknown to what's coming to get her.... And on the other hand Taehyung couldn't help but wonder about the things he went through when he lost his first love Minji....
Flashback........
After she died Taehyung became a living corpse..... He still remembers how much he cried when he saw his car bursting into flames and smoke... Nothing was left... His love... His little... His Minji died.... And turned into ashes.... And he stood there... He couldn't do anything to save her life.... Only if... Only if he didn't bring her with him in the first place... That's all... That was it... He thought it was his fault that she died... So he must get punished that's what he did... For almost a year he stayed inside his home not the one in which he used to live with his brothers.... He had a mansion for himself and caged himself inside it.... Didn't attend phone calls... Emails... Notices... Anything... Nothing.....
Jimin and His btothers Namjoon and Seokjin used to check up on him regularly oy to find him in worse condition than the last time.....
For the initial few days he even tried to kill himself... Yes he tried to commit suicide......
He tried to drown himself in his pool... Now the irony here is that he is an excellent swimmer but when you won't swim you will drown right... And he exactly did that... He let himself drown.... Evey time his friends would save him whenever he tried to take his life with his own hands...... He would cut his wrists.... Let himself mess up in his own blood.... Cursing himself for the death of his life....
He called himself a killer.... Didn't eat a single bite of food for days even after numerous requests from his friends... Yoongi was someone he would listen to ... Sometimes more than anyone else... Because he has seen the struggle of Yoongi beginning from a small town boy to becoming the Musical sensation of South Korea wasn't a children's game.... He surely work damn hard and that's why Taehyung had huge respect for him and therefore listened to his advice and abided by them too...... But even Yoongi failed to do so anything during that one year..... They all were petrified looking at Taehyung's condition... And it wouldn't be an understatement to say that they started to loose hope when they saw their Taehyung in that condition... But they all subsided these negative thoughts and just wiped their tears before he could see them because they had to be strong for him.... Jimin and Jungkook had been the closest to Taehyung and they would always try to accompany him as much as they could to keep him away from any suicidal thoughts.....
Taehyung would become so quiet for few days then would suddenly start talking too much for some days... Hoseok took him to a Psychiatrist once for therapy so he can get rid of this bad omen.... But the therapist also gave up on him within a few weeks stating the reason that Taehyung has lost any hopes left inside him to recover and start again... His body and mind both have stopped showing signs of improvement about which Hoseok had a bad fight with the doctor ........ He would try to poison himself.... Cut himself... Shoot himself... And so onnnnn.....
Once Taehyung intentionally layed naked on the floor in cold... Rain..... To punish himself.... He got seriously ill.... But God saves him by sending his hyungs Jin and Namjoon with Hoseok Yoongi Jimin and Jungkook on right time as they decided to spend time with him together..... He got double pneumonia but thankfully recovered after a month or so...
Even after feeling physically a little better than before he wasn't mentally well... He saw how his hyungs and friends we're worried about him so decided to Join company so as to divert and distract his mind a little but it all made him cold... Dark... Rude... And isolated..... His hyungs and friends thought that perhaps he has changed and feeling better but who were they fooling... He remained so chaotic inside without letting it out...... He got anger issues and they all used to cope up with him all this time to bring their Old Fluffy Tae back..... It was until he met Yn at the orphanage and his life got filled with the brightest colors... Even more beautiful than before... He felt some things even more amazing about this ddlg relationship that he never ever felt with Minji ..... Which made him question his relationship with her for once atleast but he shrugged it off thinking it's useless....... But today his old self is back... The beast has risin..... He is so angry and scared at the same time..... Scared of what if he wouldn't have been able to find her....
Angry of what she did is a humongous mistake and is surely in for a BIG-BIG punishment.....
Flashback ends.....