Today is the day. Today is the day where I, had to do my sex scene with Tom. And I am terrified. Not because it's my first sex scene, i have done those type of scenes before, but i was scared cuz i have never done one with someone who i actually had feelings for. I mean... it wasn't like i love tom, but he just...
"Darling, you're so pretty it hurt" he whispered in my ear as we were in between cuts.
"I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna fucking survive if you keep looking at me like that, baby" He cursed as we practiced our lines
"You have no idea what you do to me, princess" He gossiped to my ear whenever we were in any meeting with the director.
All of these comments, every single one of them, brought butterflies to my stomach. Tho, eventually, they slowly died as i remember Tom was a method actor.
You see, method actors are those kinds of the actors that stay in character in between cuts or even outside of set, so they can truly become and get a better performance of the character. Tom was a method actor. His character "Red" was a... powerful businessman. Who am I kidding? Tom obviously got the role of top leader of a Mafia Family. And I played a pretty innocent girl from college with a dark past, named Lina. Yeah, it was that kind of story. Of course, Tom's character was a tease, he called my character pet-names, and whispered things with double meaning to her ear and every now and then, left a touch that made her squirm and slowly become more attached to him. But not only the character fell for this kind of behavior, I did too. Every touch, curse and pet name went straight to my lower stomach, and it warmed up, making me forget my lines and stumble with my words.
Since Tom did this in and out of the set, every second I spent with him made my blood boil and my face turned into a bright apple. The worst part was that he didn't look bothered by it. He seemed to enjoy me suffering from his actions, and when I was about to ask why he did it he just smirked and turned around leaving me standing completely confused and horny on my own. He made me so frutruated and not mentally but sexually too.
I mean we have practiced it before with our intimacy coordinator and choreographer a few times. Each single time he would whisper something in my ear or his hands would go a little too far down my abdomen, never actually reaching my core, but he always placed his warm hand there which made me incredibly wet, and I knew that he knew what he did to me. Even with the prosthetics and undergarments, he still made me go crazy. He grunts, moans and even his lines, all of them, rehearsed and practiced, and all of them make me end my day with my fingers down my body, pleasuring myself with the thought of him.
So I knew if today was the scene where we had to spend at least 3 hours in the same bed, kissing, cuddling, pretending to fuck eachother, and not being able to get out with out the director saying so, i knew there was no way i wouldnt end up more frustrated than before.
"Y/n, sweetheart?" Tom called as he stepped into the make up trailer, where my hair stylist was fixing my hair "It's time, Emma's calling"
I look back at him blankly and nod. I made myself forget the nickname and I swallowed hard.
"Be right there" I answer.
Pearl finishes with my hair and I stand up. I was completely nude except for my white bath robe that was soft and a nude thong they gave me when I got here. I cross my arms around my body, bringing the soft material closer to me and walk slowly to the set, trying to take my time, trying to cut time from filming. Trying to not be with tom. But he played my love interest, so wherever I go, so does he.
"Y/n!"
I turned around and saw Tom wearing the exact same robe as mine, he was running to me and when he got there he smirked and I quickly looked away.
