Fanaah *Cousin Series No # 1* -|Completed|-

Chapter No # 32 (Peeking Into The Past)

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Chapter No # 32

"Peeking Into The Past"

Away From London
In ABC Island
In ArShi Private Island
In Living Room
Dinner was long done and now both Arnav Khushi are sitting in the Living Room lost in their Own Thoughts then suddenly Khushi fake Coughed bringing Arnav out of His Reverie.

Khushi: Pehle Mein start karti hoon.

[Khushi: Let Me take the First step.]

(Hearing Him Arnav frowned but then thought to ask.)

Arnav: What is left to know about You Khush. I'm already aware of Your Past as Fantastic Rs has briefed Me then You told Me enough. (Pause) After that Delhi Incident You realized what You did then You kept on Contacting me but I never answered and sent You an AUDIO MESSAGE which led You to... ummm finish but thanks to Good Timing You received immediate Treatment and after that You started to pretend that You hate Me in front of everyone also to Yourself while You adopted few Likes & Dislikes of Mine which You know like Basketball & Singing as well as You adopted My few Qualities too plus leaving Your Dream Study behind You opted for Designing. While all this was happening You claimed to hate Me when on the other hand You kept on Contacting Me either it was Facebook, SMS or on WhatsApp and from everywhere I blocked You. And all this started to take a Troll on Your Health. Dr. Rachel or Doctor Uncle plus Psychiatrist after performing Several Tests has warned Me when You were kept under Observation & put in Sleep after giving You Sedatives. Doctor Uncle has told Me all the History which You shared with Him matching Psychiatrist's Answers. They both told Me Our Fight made You so Weak Mentally that You started to HALLUCINATE about Me. And rest Fantastic Rs told Me. (Pause) So what is left, Khush?

(Hearing Him say Khushi just not only focused on His words but also changing Expressions on His Face that how with each Sentence She used to see different Expression on His Face.

Then, She continued.)

Khushi: I believe whatever Fantastic Rs and Dr had come to know about Me, You are well aware of it. But not fully.

(Saying this She took a little bit Pause. And continue further.)

Khushi: After Few Months of My attempted Suicide. While studying I made My Family believe that I'm going to utilize my this Time in teaching Students. More than earning a Money I needed a Time for Myself away from Me. So in the Pretext of Teaching Students I applied for NGO and Women's Welfare. In no Time I was called for an Interview in NGO and Surprisingly or Shockingly The Owner's Son took My Interview, whom I didn't recognize in the first place, not even when He mentioned His Name. But just name of Previous School "The Credo International". And then I realized He was the same Person because of whom I bore all the Brunt Years Ago which led My Personality Weak. At this Instant I wanted to Run away from Interview and I would have if in the last Moment I didn't remember Our Last Fight in Delhi and that Audio Message. That two things strangely give Me so much Strength that I stand on that Place facing My Past because of all the Pain which I endured because of You was nothing infront of My Childhood Past. And to overcome the Pain which I was feeling because of You for that I need to have a Strong Distraction so that I could Divert My Mind from You. But it was easier than doing it and I realized no matter what I do and how much I tried to distract myself from Your Thoughts I can never Win because You were NEVER My Time-Past, You were not only Necessary for Me but also You were My Life. Along with this I also realized You were My Beautiful Dream which can never become My Reality till I remain this much Weak Person. So unknowingly without putting any Pressure, I started to feel a change in Me. I was slowly slowly overcoming My Childhood Past. Slowly slowly I was letting all My Inhibitions go. I started to feel Positive change in Me but alongwith unknowingly I started to become Arrogant & Ignorant. I started to think about My Bright Future confidently while in Past I had Fear that how, what, when, where & why everytime popped up in My Mind. (Pause) I started to become friends with Opposite Gender as well and with THAT Person too. Strange isn't it the Person because of whom My Personality became Weak and I had to leave My School, that Person helped Me to overcome My Fears. He told Me if on remembering You I feel Pain so I should remember You in such ways where We were so happy. And slowly slowly I only started remembering Our Happy Moments by trying to block all Our Bitter Moments but that never happened as My Pain was too much so does My Love for You. So slowly slowly without even trying to think, I started learning Basketball and I started to Sing on my Own in hope I would feel You. Everything was going Good, I tried to make Peace with Our Memories until.