Humane

Knaps Of An 18

01...

Almost sunlight brights
glimpse of purpley bombing into light blue present
as it tries to hide in cusion
dirty pillow but comfortable asleep
as if you'll never wake up
knowing it's almost six in the A.M

you wake up in afternoon
but there is no sun.
see there's no kid playing outside
in a dirty has feces lane
only remembering, in a rainy season
your playing with it under your feet
you enjoyed the cold but warm embrace of the storm.

Then you saw a child on a window
looking at you with sorrow
that wanting to play under god's tear,
like an eighteen.
makes you tearied, reminiscing past
wishing your a kid again.
until the rain past whilst you play.

your eyes awaken, as you drool
on your pillow. knowing the dirt of it
was yours. your in the present
you never wanted to be a kid again
but to comeback at past, enjoy the joy. sincerely passed a smile.

like child on a window want to be allowed
It's you only to know, you just have five hours to nap.
that your now eighteen you just can enjoy
the rain but not the heat of the sun.
it's not nice to have naps in eighteen. but it's nice to be eighteen as you know that you learn everything as a child before that always asking.