love hurts more than you know!

flashback

I hope you like this chapter.

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"Sleep over!" Natalie shouted. I smiled and said,

"I'll go get the chips and ice cream." I said and I got off my bed. I walked out of my bedroom an into the hallway. I looked at the picture hanging to the right of the hallway wall. It was of me, Jonathan, and Natalie we were only 8. We've known each other since we were kids. I smiled at the picture.

I walked into the kitchen and starting to grab the ice scream and put it into bowls. I remember all the times Jonathan has made me smile, ecspecially when we were kids.

I used to get bullied because of what happened to my dad. I still remember my dad loosing his job then leaving me me and my mom to fend for ourselves. Those kids were awful in elementary school they made up a chant that said Bella Bella oh sad Bella where did your dad go, do you know Bella Bella oh poor Bella are you sad he walked out the door. The chant was in my head for days I was only 9 the person that cheered me up was Jonathan

FLASHBACK***

I ran as fast as I could from the school crying my heart out. Why do the kids have to be so mean to mean. I sat down in front of the tree that had Jonathan's, Natalie's, and my name carved into it. I looked down into my lap and tears were dripping from my face. Why did my dad leave me I said to myself while sobbing.

"Bella." Jonathan said and sat down next to me. I lifted up my head to look at him and I gave him a little smile.

"Don't let them get to you." I nodded my head not saying anything. He grabbed my chin softly and moved my face to face his.

"They're just jealous of how beautiful you are." I smiled. He kissed me cheek and my cheeks heated up turning red."

FLASHBACK OVER

"Bella." Natalie said while snapping her finger in front of my face. I snapped out of my flashback.

"You've been staring off into space for like 2 minutes."

"Oh sorry." I said while smiling.

"Oh my god was it about a boy?!" My cheeks started heating up. Shit Bella now it's obvious, why do you have to blush so much I said to myself.

"Tell me who?"

My smile dropped and I suddenly felt a pain of guilt. It's your best friends boyfriend I keep saying to myself.

"He goes to our school, but you wouldn't know him."

"Bella you know I know pretty much all of the juniors and a lot of seniors in our school. Are you guies dating?"

"No." I said back I couldn't tell her the truth.

"Oh my god! He's your boy toy isn't he?!" No matter how bad I felt right now I had to laugh at that one.

"Natalie you know for a fact I don't have a boy toy." She laughed.

"Ok ok but Bella tell me who it is when you want to." I know curiosity was burning her insides wanting to know and I wanted to tell her. But how do you think she'll react if she heard me say that I liked her boyfriend, the boyfriend that she's gone out with for almost a full year.

"Anyways tomorrow were going in a double date, me and Jonathan, you and well I can't tell you." Is the world torturing me now I have to sit there and watch my crush and my best friend be all lovey dovey. An on the other hand me on a blind date.

"Natalie I don't do blind dates."

"Well you will tomorrow."

"UGH! Fine but if this guy is anything like that guy that you set me up on a blind date with last time. I'll walk out in him.