Mistress | Eren Yeager's

Episode 8 : Lost

You tossed and turned in the bed. If I call up Eren... It's almost morning. I'm not sure he woke up but-- I know he sleeps deep after- ugh! You wanted press pillow on your face so you would leave yourself breathless and die but it smells like Jean... Like leather and vanilla. Why did he help me? He knows I can't pay him money but still helping me .

You closed your eyes but you couldn't fall into sleep. Dream land doesn't welcome you. Giving up seems like better choice.

Walls are grey and bedroom is decorated black&white . Simple but has it's own vibe.

Yet staring at walls didn't help you . I don't care if he fell asleep or not. I... need him. You dial his number but no answer...

Did he satisfy her...? Oh no. If Eren let her , it means she satisfied him. I met her. Who I'm lying to? She was ready to have sex with Eren without hesitate. Of course , she is his wife. Shut up.

You are wiping your tears , new tears follows other one.

I'm not sad. I'm pathetic.

You got up from bed, there is personal bathroom in Jean's bedroom. You went there and washed your face . I'm homeless and poor. Don't cry more. We will get what we deserve, Y/N. You went back to bedroom.

You called him once more. He doesn't mute his phone when he is not with me. You bit your lip as you left the bedroom. Jean is still sleeping , you observed how he looks like while he is sleeping. Have better sleep than me.

Afterward you left Jean's home. You went to coffee shop. This card belongs to me , he can't block this one.

" One espresso , please. "

" Here you go. Only $8 madam! "

You pressed your card to POS machine.

" Uhh sorry madam but your card is blocked. " she bowed her head. " Do you want me change the POS machine , maybe there is... problem?? " she stares at your expensive clothes as she wonders.

Did he?... I can't believe him. It belongs to me , carries my name and surname!

You grin , " I don't carry cash on me. Excuse me. " then you left before someone start to pity on you.

You had not breakfast and time was coming to noon. Eren didn't call you back . Your father living his life . You went to Marley Nightclub , you had no other choice.

" Hey Reiner. "

He kissed your hand, smiles gladly to see you, " Don't tell me your night already started?? "

" Nope. I came to chit chat. " you sat , he was about to pour liquor for you but you stopped him. " I didn't eat anything. "

" Ah... " he scratches back of his neck. " Would you like to eat chips? There is waffle shop near here... Do you want me order? "

" Give what you can give for free , Reiner. I don't have money. "

Reiner laughs , he didn't take your words serious or else you would think... he is happy now. " You don't have money? Don't make me laugh. Would you like gold-plated steak? "

" As long as you are paying. "

Soon he understood , your eyes are looking dull and sleepy.

" What happened , spill. "

Once your phone rang , you knew it was him . The man is calling who you are not going to answer to.

Reiner raised single eyebrow , " Who is calling? "

" No one. My father kicked me out from company. "

" He kicked you? Did I heard wrong? Maybe you meant you kicked him? "

" He fired me and my driver. I spent night at my driver's house... "

Reiner puts chips in front of you , " Eat them until your order is getting ready... And tell me what's wrong with your father?... Also... " he wears smile. Gay smile. " Your driver is handsome?? "

" He is hot stuff , not gonna lie... Hmm did you forget Paradise Nightclub's waiter Bertholdt already? Do you want to date with my driver instead? "

You smile but Reiner sighs, " Nope. It was my first time to have s*x with man. And he is the man, I can't forget. "

You nod, " My driver is not like gay anyways. "

" Don't joke and answer my questions , Queen "

" Uh well , my father thinks I'm bitch. I mean yeah I'm. I... I got a little bit off my work and he found an excuse to get me out of his life. " at first you thought that slap didn't mean anything but you noticed your trembling hand caressing your cheek. " A-Anyways. Pour drink for me. I need to lose my mind. "

" Cheers... "

...

You drank one more glass. Reiner poured pink wine for you because it is less heavy , you muted your phone and studied the people around the bar. It was getting crowded.

" Reiner. I'm leaving. "

" Do you need place to stay? Plus I can give you some money-- "

You raised your hand , " I'm riiich. Did you forget? " you wink to him and leave the bar.

I'm not drunk enough. Hmph it's okay , at least I will find my way to home... Home... I was living in this damn hotel! You head to outside and rain drops. I don't wear makeup. How lucky I am. But you have dress on you and your legs feel numb quicky because of cold.

You didn't care for traffic , didn't bother to check the left then to the right before crossing at the street. Whether it was raining or not , the drivers were too annoying . Horn sounds, raindrops hitting the ground, splashing sounds of water in the pond...

You huffed. Suddenly rain stopped touching you . You looked up and saw umbrella then him... Eren's umbrella. He pulled your trembling body to himself.

It wasn't best time to cry but best place. In his arms , you started crying.

Eren put distance between to look into your eyes , " Fuck. Why didn't you answer my calls , hm? I was going to crazy-- "

You were sobbing for the first time in front of him. He was about to caress your cheek but you shut your eyes tightly. Then burried your face in his chest. He took off his coat for wrap you with it. It was longer than your skirt , didn't help the warm your whole leg but can't say didn't help at all.

Eren left soft kiss on your wet hair.

" E-Eren... I lost my everything. "