Mistress | Eren Yeager's

Episode 12 : Not Yet

You wanted to stop Jean, but when he stopped for breathe out, you understood. "They're behind you," he whispered to your lips.

There was nothing you could do. You put your fingers on Jean's lips and pretended to kiss him. But Eren had seen this; this move you did just so Historia wouldn't see you. Of course you were unaware of Eren...

Jean didn't close his eyes after your barrier kiss now. His open eyes somehow embarrassed you. You pushed him then pulled up your long skirt and walked off, "You should have warned me beforehand."

"You weren't this angry when that blond woman who you don't care kissed you."

You laughed hysterically, "So my lips are so worthless that anyone could touch them without my permission? Don't forget that woman was only a plan!"

"And now I kissed you so that plan wouldn't be fail. Don't think I'm dying for your lips. I-" he messed up his own hair and took a step forward and step back in anger.

"What... You?"

This isn't his first kiss... is it?

You noticed your phone vibrating and checked who the caller was. There were 14 missed calls from Eren to you. They were just here before. You wondered how he called you 14 times in this short period of time.

You hissed, biting your tongue. You called him back but he never returned any of your calls.

Thus passed the days. You've already settled in the house he bought you. You wanted to distance yourself from Jean, but it was obvious that it wasn't possible. The only problem was that Eren wasn't answering your phone calls.

If he wanted to kick me out of his life, he would at least let me know, right?

You imagined him while your eyes closed. You quickly cover your lips- Jean's kiss first thing that came to your mind. I love Eren. For the first time, you were tempted to belong to only one person. So why was Jean's kiss too intimate to be fake?

As your phone rings , You took the phone , making sure that message came to your phone is not from Eren. But the message was from Eren. He was telling you to meet him tonight. You left his message seen.

All sorts of events were running through your mind. What if it wasn't Eren who sent the message? If it was Eren, wouldn't he have called me? Why hasn't he called me for weeks? Did he just ignore me and spend time with his wife?? You stopped yourself before you threw your phone to the ground. f*ck. You threw it on the bed and ran to the bathroom. A sharp knife pierced feeling in your stomach made you vomit.
...

His green eyes stared emotionlessly at the wine in his hand. You swallowed and took a sip of ur glass. He had never looked at you like that. Why was he unhappy and quiet now? The terrace was very cold and breezy. Even the fireplace couldn't melt the ice mountain between you and him.

" Eren. Why did you call me here?"

He wets his lips, "Oh. What, is that really what you're wondering?"

You nodded, your eyes finally meeting with his greens. "You've been ignoring me for weeks. I want to know what's going on. If you don't have a worthy excuse-"

"A worthy excuse?" he started to chuckle. Your lips were twisted in dissatisfaction, and he paused when he saw that you were uncomfortable. "I just realized. You. Y/N. You weren't worth it."

You were pissed off because you didn't understand why he was treating you this way. Stood up, "You're the one who doesn't really worth me. You call me weeks later and all you do is order. Then you call me here and insult me. I'm the one who stands next to you- despite your wife! You stayed by my side for a day or two then you ghosted me when I needed you, Eren."