Addicted To Love 4 - Zero x Five

6- Alone

Song that goes with this chapter-

"Alone" by Alan Walker

Five's POV:

I raise my glass to Luther and Klaus... who knows where the hell Diego just ran off too... doesn't matter ... I breathe in as I continue talking, "the point is we did it. We saved the world, we stopped the apocalypse and we made it home safe in time for dinner.... So whatever dad changed.... Whatever timeline we are in now...." I squeeze Zero and she looks up at me smiling.... "We can handle it" I say finishing out my sentence and she crinkles her nose at me kissing my chin lightly..... "we won" she says and she takes a cocktail from the table.... She clicks my drink and raises it out to Luther and Klaus.... Luther smiles and raises his beer, "We won" he says happily and Klaus cheers extending his drink as well... "Yeah! Suck it apocalypse!" He cheers and we clink our glass before drinking..... I sigh as I put mine down and Zero looks up at me... I feel her aura start to fade a bit..... she's tired.... Man I am too.... We finish eating and we all head up the elevator to our room.... Vanya and Allison are going to there room as well.... Zero looks at me and I look at my brothers....

We are going guys and girls rooms..... I haven't been away from Zero for a night.... In forver.... I don't want too.... She hates being alone.... She fiddles with her ring clearly also unsure.... "Hey are you ok with the arrangement? Girls room boys room?" I ask her lightly.... She looks at me her eyes big and worried... that's a no.... I feel it too... I want her to stay with me... we are each-others comfort blankets I guess... I don't know I just don't want to be without her if I don't have to be..... "hey guys is it ok if Zero stays in my bunk?" I ask the boys and Klaus smiles nodding.... "No way mo funny business" Luther huffs and I glare at him.... "Come on dude let them be!" Klaus whines and Zero sighs a bit, "It's ok Zero you can stay with us" Vanya says stepping up to us.... "Yeah it will be fun, a girls night" Allison says chiming in.... Zero looks at them and then at me.... "Ok it's ok I'll just be right across the way" she says trying to comfort me and herself at the same time...... Luther pats my shoulder, "see she's fine now let's go" he says and I shrug his shoulder off....

Zero looks at me before coming up to me and kissing my lightly but passionately.... Her small hands exploring my hair.... I wrap my hands around her waist lightly lifting her up a bit..... "I love you Five Hargreaves" she whispers into the kiss and I feel my heart flutter.... Man I'll never get over that.... She loves me.... I kiss her back roughly and she laughs into the kiss making me smile.... "I love you Zero" I tell her softly and her eyes shift lilac..... "sleep good ok?" She tells me... her voice is unsure.... Her aura also worried.... I am too... I don't know about this....

But I nod my head as I let her out of my grasp.... "You too lotus... you too" I tell her and she blows me a kiss as I watch her go into the girls room.... I sigh as I turn to the boys room... "hey it's ok you can see her tomorrow" Klaus says smiling at me and I nod at him as I change into an extra pair of boxers..... he's right..... we are safe and there will be a tomorrow..... no need to worry..... I get into bed.... man I'm exhausted.... I fiddle with my ring looking at Zeros lilac aura..... she's ok she's safe.... I wish she was here with me... I miss her warmth... but I'm so damn tired.... I need sleep.... And before I know it I'm asleep.....

I feel a wave of fear crash over me and I jolt awake.... I breathe heavily as I look around.... I feel scared.... I feel alone.... I look down at my ring... it's switching between normal purple and dark purple.... Zero something is wrong with Zero.... Klaus's head pops out upside down from above me... "what's wrong" he whispers at me confused.... "Something is up with Zero" I whisper back and he frowns at me and opens his mouth to speak but then we hear a knock at the door.... I get up but Klaus hops down... "I'm sure it's nothing Five I'll get it" He says waving his hands..... I sigh as I sit down on the bed.... He's right I'm sure it's fine..... but she hates being alone.... I mean I do too.... It's something we share..... ptsd..... I hear him open the door.... "Is five in here?" I hear a more than familiar soft whisper.... It's Zero...

I quickly hurry over to the door.... She's in a big pj shirt and some pj shorts... Allison must have given her a pair to borrow.... She sighs in relief when she sees me wiping some tears from her face and I push Klaus out of the way hugging her tightly....  "I thought I felt double scared of being alone" I whisper to her and she chuckles a bit hugging me back tightly.... We both let go as I reach out and wipe her silent tears.... "I'm so sorry, it's just that Allison and Vanya left without any warning and I just can't be alone in there" Zero says her voice shaking as more tears fall down her face..... I know she can't be alone... I can't either.... She hasn't been alone since she got stuck in a different time zone without me.... And before that at the commission... for me I haven't been alone since the apocalypse.... "They just left" she whispers out hurt and I hug her tightly again...

she's scared of being left.... abandoned... it's one of her worst fears.... I'm going to kill my sisters later for this... why wouldn't they even let her know... rude... honestly thou I was wishing she was with me too... I know I'm with my brothers but it's not the same... I need her aura... she smiles at me and kisses me cheek lightly "I need your aura too" she whispers out clearly having heard my thoughts... "We both hate being alone don't we" she says quietly... the sadness clear in her voice... she's right thou.... "It's ok darling you can stay with me.... I don't want to be alone either" I whisper out and she nods her head slowly at me.... "Your not alone anymore Fivey.... Your not in the apocalypse anymore... we are safe" she tells me and I sigh a bit trying to relax....

I know she's right.... It just feels so unreal... are we actually safe? I feel her worry and pain as well.... "And your not stuck at the commission alone or in a different time zone in a club ok? This timeline might be different but we should be fine...." I tell her softly and she sighs breathing in deeply.... "I really hope so tiger... I hope we are done" she says softly and I nod my head at her.... I close my eyes letting my head rest on top of hers.... Then I feel Klaus hug us both wrapping his arms around us both.... "Stay with us you will never be alone again!" He whispers excitedly... Zero chuckles a bit and we all let go... "Are you sure? What about Diego and Luther?" She asks in a low whisper and Klaus huffs at her, "screw them come cuddle with your man it will make everything seem better" he says smiling softly.... He looks at Zero with such care.... I trust Klaus with Zero.... Honestly Klaus has been growing on me.... He really does actually care about Zero.... About this family.....

She smiles at him as he puts his arm on her shoulder..... "okay" she whispers out and he nods his head opening the door for us both to go in.... Klaus hops on the top bunk... "nighty nighty no nightmares" Klaus whispers out to us... "night klaus thank u" Zero whispers back as I get under the covers and hold the covers open for her... she smiles at me as she quickly gets in with me and wraps one leg over my hips..... her face cuddles into my bare chest.... I nestle my head in her curly hair breathing in her lotus scent as I wrap my hand under her shirt holding her bare back tightly.... "I love you five" she whispers out planting a small kiss on my chest.... "I love you Zero" I whisper back kissing the top of her head.... Now this is more like it.... I feel both of our auras mix together.... It feels so warm and comfortable..... she's right.... I'm not alone anymore cold in the apocalypse ..... this timeline may be different but at least this isn't... she's here with me.... I know I'm not alone....