Addicted To Love 4 - Zero x Five

26- This Feels Like Home

Song that goes with this chapter-

"This Feels Like Home" by Andrew Simple

Five's POV:

Zero and I head down to the banquet hall.... Everyone is already there except for Sloane..... We just stand there awkwardly... Zero sighs as she leans on my chest looking up at me... I smile as I lean down and peck her lips lightly.... Then the elevator dings.... It's Sloane.... Zero smiles at her as Sloane looks around at everyone.... Her eyes meet Luther and she laughs a bit as her eyes water..... with that we head outside to the wedding.... Sloane comes up to us first.... "Hey zero I forgot to ask but will you be my maid of honor?" Sloane asks and Zero looks at me then at her, "I don't know what that means but sure" she says and Sloane smiles, "you just need to stand by me for the ceremony" Sloane says and Zero nods her head yes.... She smiles at me as she pecks my cheek lightly and I watch as she helps Sloane up to the alter area.... I sigh as I pick a seat..... we all sit.....

Klaus is apparently the officiant..... he starts talking.... But I'm not looking at them.... My eyes are fixed on Zero.... She's holding Sloane's flowers for her.... This should have been us..... we should have gotten this moment.... I see her sob a bit as tears stream down her face and she looks right at me.... "I love you" she tells me in my head and I smile a bit as I feel my own eyes getting watery.... "I love you too" I tell her back in her head and she smiles a bit as the tears stream down her face..... she watches them.... But I watch her..... she's not one to usually cry so much..... I mean other than when she's really upset..... but I mean this is what we can't have..... what I can't give her.... I feel my heart breaking......

I need more alcohol and fast.... I can't handle this.... I'm failing her..... the world can suck it.... I'm failing that women who would give anything to marry me..... to be with me forever.... And I can't save her..... the wedding ends and we all stand as they kiss..... Zero wipes her tears.... Sloane hugs her..... and then Luther & Sloane head inside.... I wait for Zero and I reach out wiping some more of her tears..... "sorry I've just been extra emotional lately" she apologizes to me.....

I kiss her forehead lightly, "lotus there is nothing to be sorry for... this is a lot..... I don't even know how to express it" I say in a small sigh and she nods her head..... "god I need to drink" I groan and she chuckles a bit at me, "lead the way" she says and I smirk as I take her hand and we head inside.... I'm about to get so fucked up..... let's drink.... Let's party.... Cause why the fuck not? What's left to loose.... Might as well enjoy this now.... I've got my girl with me.... That's all I need along with some whiskey....

Zero's POV:

I sigh as I leave the table I'm sitting at alone with Five..... He's getting so wasted..... I know he's trying to numb the pain.... I mean hell I probably would have too.... But now I can't drink..... so I have to pretend to drink...... I'm getting us more right now....Klaus is already at the bar..... "heyyyy!!!!!" Klaus says as he's pouring drinks..... "what can I get you two" he smiles and I sigh a bit, "just one for five whatever is strongest" I say and he frowns at me as he pours.... "Your a drinker too, come on have some!" He says offering me the bottle.... "Klaus I can't ok" I say frustrated.... I sigh as I run a hand through my hair.....

tonight is so damn stressful..... I am constantly avoiding drinks.... Five is getting wasted beyond compare..... "what why" Klaus says leaning on the counter.... His eyes caring.... Fuck it I have to tell someone..... right?... I lean on the counter close to him..... "keep this quiet don't tell anyone five doesn't know" I whisper and his eyes go wide..... "I'm pregnant klaus" I whisper and he gasps loudly.... He quickly covers his mouth.... "Oh my god that's great news!!!!" He squeals trying to be quiet as I laugh a bit at him..... His eyes big.... His aura so so happy and excited.... This is what I needed..... "come on I wanna give you a hug! This is the best thing ever!" Klaus squeals and I laugh as he quickly comes around the bar and hugs me....