My Desire♥

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Penelopes P.O.V
I've been staying with Adam. Overnight til he feels better.Im having some quality time together with him.Harry and I. Guess are taking a break.Because he keeps texting me.I just ignore him because its not right.To just kiss somebody else when your not there.So Im just putting it on a pause.Its been about aweek but im enjoying it with my buddy adam.Its about 2pm.Im just sitting next to adams bed.
Waiting.

It was 3 and I decided to get something to drink.I went down to the lobby and bought myself an Orange juice.
I then went back and saw that adam wasn't on his bed.I panicked abit.Then I saw him get out of the bathroom.I then hugged him.

"Whats wrong"
"Dont do that"
"Do what?"
"Scare me like that"
"Well im sorry......do you forgive me"
"Yes of course"
We then sat down and I got Adam the some take out food.Since he can't have any hospital food.He thinks its nasty.We talked abit and he looked very good and pretty healthy.
It was then when many visitors came in and I was escorted out.

I walked home from there.I then was on my street and ended up seeing harry on my porch step.I stood infront of him and he quickly came up.

"Oh Baby .where were you?"he said and hugged me.
I turned away and entered my house.He went in as well.Ugg! I hate this.
First I'm really mad at Harry but then he shows up and I see him.Then I dont do anything.Even though I want to do the complete opposite. I love him deeply. I just can't let him treat me this way.

"Penelope whats wrong?"
Wow and he doesn't even know what he did wrong.
"Oh nothing"
"Tell me"
"Do you even know what you did wrong?"
"Oh"
"Yea......exactly"
"Can we just forget about it"
"Really harry"
"Can we?"
"No "
"Whats the big deal, it was just an honest mistake"
"No it hurt me harry"
"Oh"
"Yea and why so surprised. You really think that I would forget what you did to me."
"Penelope......"
"Save it harry......."
I turned away and said.
"Its over harry"
"Penelope"
I then faced him and saw tears stain his green orbs.
"Penelope no"
"Yea harry"
I then shed a tear and said.
"Its over" once again.
I then turned and walked upstairs. Good thing that nobody was here.

"Oh penny....give me a second chance.......I-I'll try better this time....I promise"
"Harry promise is a strong word"
I then felt my eyes wet.Oh great I'm crying.
"Penny please"
"No harry. .....n-no"
Then we were both in my room.He was grabbing my hand but I didn't let him.Harry kept saying that he would change.When I knew that he wasn't going to.
I then told him.
"LEAVE HARRY"
"Fine.....penny"
He then left me.I was relieved but was heartbroken as well.I cryed and cryed.Why did I do that.I left the one that I loved.

For about 20 minutes thought about why I left the curly haired lad.Then I thought that it was a good decision after all.

Harry's P.O.V
I left Penelopes house and decided to get a drink.On my way there I shed a tear and thought about Penelope. I love her truly, madly, deeply.
She's my everything.Why did I have to kiss that girl.Im so stupid.She's my diamond and star above.She's my angel.And now she's not mine anymore. I still love her. I just have to face reality.That she's not mine anymore.

Penelopes P.O.V
Oh no I miss him.I then get up and get my phone.Then realize that I was about to call harry.I turn off my phone and through it at my bed.I then decide to go out.I swung open the door to see a surprised niall.

"You alright? "
I hugged him tightly because I missed him so much.I haven't even seen him in a while.

" oh niall....."
"Its ok Penelope"
He stroked my hair.It felt comforting.
"What am I going to do?"
"Hmmmm....maybe just get your mind off him" he smiled.
I looked up at him and said.
"Yea sounds good"
We both laughed and we look at eachother.
"Can you help me get him off my mind?"
"Sure why not"
We then went inside the house.
I just realized that I need my siblings by my side.