Mann Bharrya

Kaash... Kuchh or waqt milta hume

A/N : Play the song to get the feel of the chapter.

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"Kyun jaa rahe ho? Samjhte kyun nahin ho tum? I am having a bad feeling about this. Ruk jao na.. bas aaj ke liye.... Mat jao na Jai..." She asked him desperately.

"Shhhh Nisha... meri taraf dekho... tum to itni strong ho na... fir aaj achanak ye kya hua tumhe? You know I have to go naa." He was unable to understand why she was so scared this time. He tried to pacify her.

Ve Methon Tera Mann Bharrya
Mann Bharya Badal Gaya Saara
Ve Tu Mainu Chhad Jaana

Gallan Teriyan Ton Lagda Ae Yaara
Ve Methon Tera Mann Bharrya

"You don't care. You don't love me. Janti hu ki tumhara jaana zaruri hai. Par ek baar, sirf is baar.... maan jao na meri baat ko... mat jao na mujhe chhod kar..." She cried helplessly. She tried with all her might to convince him.

"Are... how can you say that I don't love you? Tumhare aane se hi to zindagi zindagi bani hai... tumhe milne ke baad hi to maine jana ki ek parivar kya hota... pyar kya hota... thak kar kisi kandhe par sar rakh sone ka wo ehsaas... subah ankh khulte sath tumhare chehra doondhna... din bhar kaam karne ke baad, 'ghar' ki yaad.... wo 'ghar', 'parivar', 'pyar', 'zindagi tum hi to ho meri'... Par kya karu... majboori hu mai" He poured out his feelings in front of her. He was baffled as to why she would assume something like that.

Mann Bharrya Badal Gaya Saara
Ve Tu Mainu Chhad Jaana
Gallan Teriyan Ton Lagda Ae Yaara

Gall Gall Te Shaq Kardein
Aitbaar Zara Vi Nai
Hunn Teriyan Ankhiyan Ch
Mere Layi Pyar Zara Vi Nai

"Janti hu main... par aaj pehli baar tumse kuchh manga hai maine... bas aaj baat maan lo na meri.... kyun zid kar rahe ho? Kya tumse kuchh mangne ka haq bhi nahin raha kya mera?" She tried one last time to not let him go.

"Meri zindagi tumhari hi to hai... fir tumhara haq kyun nahin hoga mujh par? Tum hi meri himmat ho... meri taqat ho... par agar tum aisi zid karogi to main kaise jaunga?" He explained her. He tried to make her understand.

"Aaj ye poori duniya ki taaqatein apni marzi poori karwayengi na mujhse... to thik hai... Haar gayi aaj main uparwale ki zid ke aage." She accepted her defeat in front of the universe.

"Ye kaisi baatein kar rahi ho tum? Kyun itna ghabra rahi ho? Achha wada karta hu... pahunchte sath tumhe call karunga mai. Or haan mujhe yaad hai... I promise tumhare liye ek present hai... wo pakka le kar aunga... chalo ab has do..." He said this, and after kissing her forehead, he moved to board the plane.

"JAIIIII...." She yelled. He turned around surprised as she never acted this way. Her emotions were always under-control in public.

"Ek baar gale nahin lagaoge?" She asked with a quivering voice and her tear-filled eyes. He came back after seeing her in this condition.

"Par tumne hi to kaha ki sab gharwale dekh rahe hain. Aaj itni daring aa gayi meri jaan mein?" He teased her to make her relax and calm her down.

"Dekhne do... aaj mujhe kisi ki parwaah nahin" She hugged him tight and hid her face on the crook of his neck. She inhaled his scent and tightened her hold. It was like she was trying to memories everything about him. The warmth in his eyes. His soothing smile. His safe embrace. His touch. His feel. Everything.

And then, with a heavy heart, he left her to board on the plane. Tears filled his eyes too. But he knew, if he turned around, he won't be able to leave her at all.