So In Love

Jealousy 1.2 Damian

My heart started to ache so badly, i wanted to cry, i so wanted to cry..Before i knew it one tear drop fell from my eyes, then another, anya saw me crying and immediately freaked out

Anya: Sy-on boy?! Are you okay? Did you hurt yourselves? Did i say something wrong- Yes you did, anya, you hurt me with your words

I felt dizzy because my heart aches, i sat down in a bench trying to process what was going on, and before we knew it i was crying hysterically when the bell rang.

I, with sore eyes, went back to the cafeteria, i can't believe it, the girl i loved and had gone crazy for..has a crush on someone..that certainly isn't me..I tried to calm myself down, Ewen and Emile ran to me and asked me what had happened, they looked so worried, i fake smiled and pretended everything was okay..but then i hugged them both and cried my heart out, i couldn't accept it..i couldn't, i need to find a way to make anya fall in Love with me, i won't give up easily anya,I'm crazy for you, and I'll make you crazy for me too

After thinking strait, i calmed myself down and then i went to class, trying to focus on the lesson, i tried not to stare at anya because she was more interesting then the whole lesson, her short hair from first grade had grown long with curles in the end, her sparkling emerald eyes are more precious then emerald itself, she's so dumb but still so cute..who wouldn't fall in love with her..i was determined to make her fall in love with me..i am Damian Desmond, i can make any girl fall in love with me..But i do know that anya isn't like any other girls, so i need to give her my affection, try to be nice to her and, give her peanuts..i will try everything i can to make her fall in love with me

But first i need to find out who in the world is her crush, my face suddenly frowned from the thought of her crush again, i gritted my teeth and went back to the lesson,and i snapped my pencil..i could feel people's gaze of fear when they looked at me so angry and pissed off, but i didn't care, i wanna find who, who this "boy" is

After class, I saw blackbell and Anya in the hallway talking about..me? I heard my voice, i don't know what they're talking about, suddenly Blackbell left anya alone? I think Blackbell has realised I had fallen in love with Anya and she's trying to help me? Thank you blackbell, for the first time, you did something reasonable

When i saw anya alone, i immediately walked up to anya, stuttering my words i said "Anya", i..i called her by her name? She looked so startled..was She..blushing? My heart started pounding at the thought of that

Anya: "yes Sy-on boy?"she said as she looked at me, smiling, gosh i love her

"I just- wanted to g-give you this" i said as i handed over some peanuts, she looked very shocked at the fact that i gave her that, but she didn't care now because now she had her peanuts, she joyingly delightfully said "Thank you Sy-on boy!" and it made my heart flutter, only you can make me feel this way..

Now for the serious question, i breathe in and out and looked at anya seriously while she was munching on her peanuts, facing towards me, her curles flowing from the wind

"who's your crush that you told me About" i said as i clenched my fist, looking at her, nervously

Anya: "oh..uhmmm- uh it's -uh- James! Yeah remember James?" I immediately told her the honest answer in a cold tone "No" i said as i looked at her, feeling lost in her eyes

To be continued..

Ahhh, I'm so sorry, this story was kinda short, because i had other things to do at home TvT, But anyways this was damian's pov and in the next story we'll see anya's!

Until we read us next time~~