Forever And Always (On My Mind)

Forever And Always - Chapter 5

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I woke up feeling dizzy, unsure of what had just happened.  I opened my eyes to find Tom or should I say Joe on the couch watching t.v. I groaned quietly, careful not to make too much noise to upset Joe. Ugh my head! What the hell happened? I squeezed my eyes shut and suddenly everything came back to me. I was being held captive by someone who was supposed to be dead. I started hyperventilating after realising my situation.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" Joe asked coldly.

I couldn't reply and instead continued to panic.

"Mum... Dad.." I said quietly.

"They're gone sweetie. They care don't about you anymore. In fact... I just went to visit them a couple hours ago. They seem perfectly happy and glad to be rid of you." He said with an evil smirk.

I looked up at him in horror. Was this true? Were they really glad to be rid of me? No.. No they're not. They're out there looking for me. I know they are. They would never give up on me. Would they? I shook my head to get rid of those thoughts swimming around in my mind. I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I just wanted to go home.

"And she cries. Of course she does. Listen baby, get this in that thick head of yours. Number one," He said coming right up to my face pointing his index finger up. "Your parents aren't here anymore. they're gone. Number two, you're mine now and you're going nowhere. Capiche?"

I nodded my head in fear he would hit me again like he did earlier. I looked down at my lap, not wanting to look at him anymore. I felt his eyes burning holes in my head so I looked up at him. Our eyes locked and we stared into each other for a while. I saw all the hurt and pain in his eyes. Everything that he suffered... All because of me. I caused this. I created this... This monster. He doesn't deserve this. He deserves so much more better. He deserves love. And I'll be the one to give it to him. Suddenly he dropped his gaze and walked into the living room.

"I'll help you." I said loud enough for him hear.

"What?" He answered in confusion as he turned around to walk towards me again

"I saw it. I really did. And... And now I want to help you with whatever it is you need help with. Joe, this is me repaying you for what I did. I'll do absolutely anything you ask. I promise and I won't tell a soul about it. I love you Joe. I love you, I love you. I'll give the world to you. Just ask me to do something and I'll do it. I love you Joey. Forever and always?" I rushed my words quickly but eventually regretting it and hoping he'd heard it all.

"You're serious?" He asked his eyes widening with excitement and shock.

"Yes. Yes I am. Like I said Joey.. I'll do anything for you. Just ask and I'll do it. Joey, you need me and I need you. We were meant to be together don't you see? It's fate." I said my tone sounding happier by the minute.

Joey gave me a confused look and chuckled nervously.

"That's bullshit. You're not being serious. The minute I ask you to go and do something, you're going to run back to your parents and say all sorts of bull crap that happened." He replied angrily, curling his fists causing his knuckles to turn white.

"What?! No! I would never do that to you! I don't care about them! Clearly they didn't care enough about me to even come looking for me. You made me see sense Joey. I see it now. They're all bastards who care about no-one but themselves. You and me. We're a bond. A bond that was made for each other. A bond that no-one can break. Don't you understand? Joey I love you and your love is the only the thing that matters to me. And as long as we are together we can do anything. No-one can stop us."

He looked at me with hope, then ran over to me to untie me. After he untied me, he held on to my face gently as tears started to roll down my face. I loved him. Oh I loved him so much. He means everything to me. I could never leave him. Oh never.

"I love you so much baby. Please don't ever leave me. I love you, I love you, I love you. You were right. We're a bond. We're unbreakable. I love you. Forever and always baby. Forever and always." He whispered as tears fell down his cheeks too, giving me short kisses inbetween, sending sparks throughout my body.

Oh how I missed this. How I missed him. I'll love him forever. Forever and always.

Hey guys, what did you think of this chapter then? I know it's a little short but bear with me because this is my first story so I'm still a little fuzzy on how long these things need to be and what to include. But I really hoped you liked this chapter! I'll try to update next weekend and the week after if possible but in the meantime please fan, vote and comment, it would mean the world to me:D

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