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Onika 'sunshine' Maraj

It's been 58 days since I was discharged from the hospital. 58 days since I got, by far, the worst news of my life. I still think about it often. How would my baby look, how big my belly would be by now, if I would have had a boy or a girl. It breaks my heart so badly that before I even knew it my baby was taken from me. They have me going back to my OB/gyn next week to do a follow up check up about   some treatments for my cervical cancer. It's getting better but not completely gone. Other than that I've been just staying home. Robyn has been the best friend I could ask for. She's been literally waiting on my hand and foot, even though Ive told her plenty of times she didn't have to. I still haven't told my mom yet and honestly I don't want to. I just hate bringing it up because I can't fathom the fact that BK and I were going to be parents and I lost our baby. I still feel so horrible about it.
"Baby, you need to eat something more than a bag of chips," Robyn said as I sat on the couch eating some flamin' hots, while doing my online assignments.
"I could be starving myself right now Robyn. Leave me be," I said as she sighed shaking her head.
"Ion wanna hear nun when he on your ass than sunshine," I rolled my eyes at her comment.
"I'm grown as hell. Can't nobody get on my ass about shit," she laughed and walked back into her room. I sighed and changed the channel to starz to watch the new pvalley episode. As funny as it may sound, this was my comfort show. My phone dinged letting me know I had a text message.

Babe🫶🏽 - did you eat dinner yet?

Onika- not hungry :( might eat something later though.

Babe🫶🏽- I'm not gone keep telling you about your eating habits sunshine. You need to eat.

Onika- I'm not hungry. I'm not gonna force myself to eat when I'm not hungry Giovani.

Babe 🫶🏽- Alright Nicki.

I shook my head and sighed flipping through the channels again.

3 months later...

Robyn Rihanna Fenty

"Sunshine How long you gone keep putting up with Giovani's shit? I mean you complain that you're tired, yet you continue to let the nigga walk all over you." Onika was my cousin and best friend and I was tired of seeing her loose herself over Giovani trifling ass. I felt like she could do much better. Shit, she was a bad bitch who had her own.I couldn't understand him and the shit he did to her. When she first met him a few months ago he seemed so nice and sweet but that shortly took a turn for the worst. He lied, cheated and even has a baby on the way now. Yet her ass still is holding it down for him. I didn't know whether to call her a down ass chick or dumb ass chick. Couldn't have been me. I would be in jail for killing a muthafucka.
"Look, I know Gio has his flaws but that's my boo. He takes care of me and I don't want for shit. We would be fine if the random bitches just stopped popping out the woodworks." She replied rolling her eyes.
"Nika, did you really let that dumb shit come out of your mouth?" I see I'm was going to have to set her ass straight cause obviously she had fallen and bumped her head.
"All of y'all playing the same position. Whether you're the wife, the baby mama or the side hoe, all y'all playing the same position. He's telling you the same thing he tells his other hoes and ya fall for it hook, line and sinker. Shit, niggas kill me wanting loyal pussy but be having community dick! Wake up sunshine; ya nigga ain't shit." I looked at her like she was stupid. We were sitting in our friend Maia's dorm while she was getting her hair done. Maia was one of the best hairstylist on campus and just about everyone went to her. It was hard to get an appointment because she stayed booked.
"Look, I don't judge your relationship with Nelly so don't judge mine."
"You can't even compare the two sunshine; Nelly is just a fuck buddy. Nothing more, nothing less. I do my thing and she does hers but ain't neither of us committed to one another. Yo ass the one over here in love and shit. I'd rather you be this dumb in love over someone like BK or somethin(. Atleast you know she ain't gone be doing you crazy like pretty boy is,"
"I am good where I'm at thank you. Besides BK showed her ass more than enough for me to leave her alone." This bitch was going to learn today. How the fuck was she going to try to compare my situation with hers? Chanel ain't even my girl but she treats me better than that bitch made nigga of hers. Shit, a bitch like me don't do that falling in love shit. That's how your feelings get hurt. I'm all about my money and if the nigga or bitch can't break me off then he can keep it moving.
"Anyways. You going to the Alpha kick back tonight?" I asked as I bit off a piece of licorice.
"I don't know. I want to but i don't even know what to wear,"
"I'm just hearing excuses sunshine," I teased.
"Whatever hoe. Just be ready around ten," she said.

Onika "sunshine" Maraj

"Alright, your all finished sunshine," i had went blonde and i looked damn good.
"You look good! These niggas gone go crazy for the blonde," Robyn said as I laughed out loud. i paid Maia my remaining balance and we headed out. I headed out of her room and ended up running into Beyoncé. Literally. She was walking up the stairs to Maia's place with her friend Deshon."What's up sunshine, Robyn?"
"Hey. What y'all up here for?"
"This nigga had to bring Maia some money. Say, why you went ghost on a nigga?" Beyoncé gave me a glance that said she wasn't feeling me right now. "You cheated on me right when I got out the hospital from loosing our CHILD Beyoncé. Excuse me if I'm not your biggest fan at the moment."
"Call it what you want, but it wasn't cheating boo. We were not together when I had took that girl out, and mind you I never even fucked her." I rolled my eyes at her as she chuckled. Robyn smirked and walked ahead of us.
"So are you coming out to the party tonight," she asked me.
"Yeah, I'll be there so make sure you leave ya groupies at home." I joked but was serious. She walked up close and grabbed me by the waist.
"It's like that Ma?" She was looking at me with those sexy ass hazel eyes. "Hell yeah, it's like that." She bent down and whispered in my ear. That caused my whole body to tremble. I don't know what it was about her ass, but she had me so far gone and she wasn't even mine.
"Girl bye. You better stop playing before I do something to you and have ya girl mad." I was nervous as hell. I knew I shouldn't have been all up on her like I was, but damn. "What? I don't have a girl. But if you want the position it's yours." She was now standing too close to me. My breathing was shallow, and I was about to cum at any moment. "I have a man." She just laughed.
"Oh so you still talk to pretty boy...even after the whole baby incident?" Before I could respond, Deshon walked out of the room. Talk about good timing.
"Let's be out," said deshon.
"Alright sunshine, I'll see you tonight." I was stuck on her ass. Nothing came out of my mouth. I couldn't even move. I had to shake those feelings because truth be told I had a man even if he wasn't shit. I headed home so I could find something to wear. If BK was going to be there, I had to make sure I was on point. Even though I hadn't seen her in about a four months before today, she still made me feel some kind of way.

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A'jah 💋