Have you ever felt that feeling where everything seemed neutral until you've met someone? That all of sudden, everything seems brighter and much nicer? I don't think I have. So why am I asking when I, myself, haven't even felt it? There's no real answer to it, I guess you can say it's all wishful thinking. Wishing that I too felt it, just like the ones in those I've read, watched, and heard. Others might say I've felt it already. That it already happened, but how would I know? I guess this is all too complicated to understand right now (all for the dramatic entrance) but we can start with this...
It was one busy day, not quite sure which specific day but let's just put Thursday (because no one meets that one on a Thursday, or nah). We've met before, talked and hung out before. It wasn't some kind of "love at first sight" thing, it was more of "Hey I know you, in a sea of strange fishes". [Where am I going with this? Not sure, but let's just go with whatever flow we're on]. So back to the "back story". I was on a register minding myself, worrying about whether I should ask the guest if they've heard about our card, and as I look up from bagging the items, there you were standing with some sort of amused and confused look, getting trained. Who would've thought I would know someone I had classes with and have held actual conversations with. I felt relieved at the same time strange. Relieved that I have someone I can talk to (that I knew) but strange, because I wasn't suppose to feel this "happy" feeling because, let's be honest, you don't get excited to see your best friend's ex.