relatable quick writes<3

Im addicted

I remember the first time i saw you. it was a hot summer day and you had just climbed out of my step dads pool. I was mesmerized by the your hair looked wet and the confidence you seemed to carry. Later on I learned you were my step brothers best friend. That was a year ago and I now know more than I did. Your funny, smart, and kind. You would do anything for your friends. I have felt blessed that I got to know you. There were moments we shared that I thought we could be more. There were moments when I thought you thought that too. But you have her. Even though our knees touched because you chose to sit next to me. You have her. Even though we fell in the truck and you only asked me if I was alright when we were in a big group of people. You have her. Even though we talked all night about the future and I became very concerned for you. You have her. You've called her "my girl" to me but to everyone else you say you cant claim her. Is it because of me? Or are you just like that? You are so confusing to me. Maybe thats why I like you so much, because your a mystery to me. im addicted.
-c